tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-292460052011-08-01T09:48:07.766-07:00KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.comBlogger581100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-2471264607043507082010-11-02T08:07:00.001-07:002010-11-02T08:11:31.651-07:00Ever felt like..... used and unneeded?<div><br /></div><div>Perhaps a nice analogy is like letting someone use your fancy DSLR (ie 500D, 550D). </div><div><br /></div><div>It will first be a quantum leap from the old point and shoot, but when the hype of it dies down, you now fancy other better DSLR (ie. 7D, 4D). </div><div><br /></div><div>Much can be said about the nature of human interactions. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>And so a note to self, </div><div><br /></div><div>NEVER put yourself in such a position! NEVER EVER because it sucks to feel spent and unneeded. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-247126460704350708?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-42823122653820746932009-09-25T04:32:00.001-07:002009-09-25T04:43:03.272-07:00Hi all, (if there's anyone at all)<div><br /></div><div>But perhaps more like a note to myself.</div><div><br /></div><div>Life has been really busy, in a nice and familiar way. It has been 2 years since I've felt the need to rush to meet deadlines, rush from one end of the school to another for lecture and most importantly, to study for exams!</div><div><br /></div><div>Somehow or rather, really feel that I haven't really 'clicked' with any friends here at all, minus Chiu Hao and Jay Jay. Perhaps its because that I'm staying quite far away from school and away from everyone else in Uni which has lead to this GREAT DIVIDE. Well looking at it from 2 ways:</div><div><br /></div><div>1st - I really do get more time to study and feeling all familiar with my books. Finishing projects early that I actually should.</div><div><br /></div><div>2nd - I really do feel quite left out. Makes me feel home sick =( all the friends, all the buddies. I'm really losing my networking abilities!</div><div><br /></div><div>Note to self: </div><div>You are here to do well. Build yourself up academically, mentally and physically. For you shall be a better person in days to come. </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-4282312265382074693?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-27227348686745809222009-07-23T05:50:00.001-07:002009-07-23T06:04:16.580-07:00Attended orientation over the past 2 days and found that there's actually quite a handful of Singaporean in Sydney University! Its like finding a long lost brother or sister who understands you when you complain about the Nasi Lemak cravings! awwwww......<div><br /></div><div>School is starting soon and I'm already feeling the pressure. The thought of not being about to catch up or to excel in the course and wasting my parent's effort... I pray that YOU will guide me through this. Giving me Strength when I'm down and out. </div><div><br /></div><div>Mum is leaving on saturday so am quite worried that she'll cry her eyes out at the airport. I promise that I'll try to keep everything to myself, but can already see myself being rather depressed for the next few days. =( </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;">LETS ALL JIAYOU</span></span> and not da bao any modules / kena retain for Summer school!</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Everlasting,</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Your light will shine when all else fade.</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Never ending,</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">Your glory goes beyond all faith.</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:85%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-2722734868674580922?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-39189022280410452822009-07-18T07:08:00.001-07:002009-07-18T07:31:19.461-07:00Wah this is really the first weekend that I literally have no plans lei!<div><br /></div><div>Luckily, was able to meet up with Chiu Hao and Jay Jay. I walked to their place, because I was super money cautions now! Besides, on map it was less than 4km away! I couldn't be more wrong as I took nearly 50mins just to walk there! </div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, their place is really spacious and has this commanding view from the hill top.. Initially harboured the thoughts of staying with them but that place is really not very accessible with only 2 to 3 buses that i can take to school. Perhaps I've gotten used to my Cousin's place already?</div><div><br /></div><div>Had dinner with his friends at Bondi Beach and the first thing he said when we got there was that Paris Hilton visited that beach! Euuuu.</div><div>Other than that, the place is better than most places in Sydney because the shops there open till late and it has this BBQ store that sells BBQ Pork/ Lamb ribs!!! <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b>AWESOME!</b></span> its something like what Cafe Cartel has, only way <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">BIGGER!</span></b></span></div><div><br /></div><div>the 4 Singaporeans (me included) shared like 2 plates of Ribs and the rest of them had 1 EACH! Hell of an appetite man!</div><div><br /></div><div>The dinner was a welcome break from the mono-coloured world I've been in over the past 3 days =)!</div><div><br /></div><div>Home now and yes waiting to chat with that special someone =) Glad you have great company my dear, have fun! =D</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_rPCpgGl_HUg/SmHbaPqw_eI/AAAAAAAAAAg/hIWUF8bKiqk/s200/IMG_0032.JPG" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 134px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5359806275476585954" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-3918902228041045282?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-52407678881802785572009-07-17T08:52:00.000-07:002009-07-17T09:13:35.790-07:00I guess i really owe a special someone an apology....<div><br /></div><div>Yes it ain't half easy being in a country so far away from home.... And the prospect that my mum is gonna leave next week sometimes drives me to the brink of tearing.</div><div><br /></div><div>And so, having only being here for 2 days, I just want make my apologies known to you my dear Hana that I was really being a jerk when you were away in Canada because I couldn't understand then how much support an overseas exchange / international student needs...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>About my day, wanted to wake up and attend a brief in school at 1030am but having to wake up at 11am... The windows here are shuttered so it literally blocks out the cold and the light! So as i was falling in and out of consciousness, i was deceived but the perpetual darkness that filled the room. </div><div><br /></div><div>But I went down to school anyway and did my enrollment for my course. The stupid thing is that they seem to like to put alot of with strictions on international students so that they can't take more modules and thus allowing them to shorten their course from like say 3 years to perhaps 2.</div><div>Having said that, this semester, I'm only allowed to take 4 modules, and lets say for business courses, every modules takes you say 3 hours, THAT'S ONLY 12HOURS A WEEK!</div><div><br /></div><div>Re-affirms the thought that I have truck loads of spare time on hand. Some may say that its giving us more time to study, but don't you think thats TOO MUCH spare time?!</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, on the bright side, I've had my first taste of MEAT since i've been to Australia! (torture!)</div><div>ITS AMAZING how much meat can be packed into a meal. I ordered a 'Meat Lovers Box' and its like a KFC chicken box FILLED with chicken kebab and fries... <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">I MEAN FILLED I TELL YOU!</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div>Manage to find my way around the city with Mum and surprisingly managed to take the correct bus back home! (way to go!) </div><div><br /></div><div>Cousin drove us for shopping afterwards, mainly for my stuff. Makes me feel really bad having to see my Mum buying what she thought was the best for me. An arm chair, new printer, table lamp etc... And afterwards i thought and tried to imagine how things will be after she leaves... </div><div>In a nutshell, its like the feeling that your Parents especially your mum from this middle class family, having to pay for your education and still trying to give you the life of an Up-class boy.. Topping that off you still have to think of your two brothers and the family back in Singapore.. How taxing... Its an absolutely horrible feeling.... BEYOND WORDS. I LOVE YOU MUM =( and all i can do now i just to say this... </div><div><br /></div><div>-KeL</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-5240767888180278557?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-76502315086049796142009-07-16T04:38:00.000-07:002009-07-16T05:00:29.049-07:00Hi all! I realise that my last post was even before my Airborne course back in 2007 and here I am, in Australia, the land down under!<div><br /></div><div>So with tons of time here (considering that its is wayyyy unhappening here compared to Singapore) i've decided to resurrect this Blog with a very simple incantation....</div><div><br /></div><div>Here goes...</div><div><br /></div><div>1</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>2</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>3</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>....</div><div><br /></div><div>HUAT AH!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Ok, now i announce my blog officially revived!!! =D</div><div><br /></div><div>Wah this place is really bad! Arrived at Sydney Airport and its freaking 8 Degrees!!! Wah this place is really not for the tropical animals and those who really require the warmth of the sunlight man! </div><div><br /></div><div>But was quite overwhelmed with emotion as I was unpacking. Its was like getting struck with the realization that I'm here, its cold, I'll be here for quite some time and I'm expanding my parent's money with every breath... Heavy... </div><div><br /></div><div>Yup, i cried... like a baby to be specific... but at least I covered up myself under the blanket and just ended up with a pretty wet pillow.</div><div><br /></div><div>Can't image that its only 10pm here and it already feels like 4am back home... street so dead, night so quiet...!</div><div><br /></div><div>Argh!!! Hope School is more happening! PLEASE!!</div><div><br /></div><div>-dear friends, you're been missed dearly.</div><div>-dear girlfriend, you are right, I'm going to be whining to you much sooner that I thought i would.</div><div>-dear mum, thanks for encouraging me and coming over with me to help me sort out all the fine details.</div><div>-dear dad, please take care of yourself and be strong for the family =D</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-7650231508604979614?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-66741774659321621622007-04-19T09:33:00.000-07:002007-04-19T09:36:32.493-07:00Airborne Selection is in a couple of hours and i can already feel the adrenaline. Its the feeling that you don't want to screw this chance up. I'm really pressurizing myself BIG TIME this time. Wana achieve something before I get my skinny ass into NS.<br /><br />Anyway, just received my enlistment letter. BMTC School 1 14th July. So far, only know that Wei Zheng is in the same school as I'm. Hope i get truck loads of friends inside! I feel afraid of the impending future.. Just a sudden fear of not knowing what lays ahead from now on.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-6674177465932162162?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-26614471487716125702007-04-18T08:23:00.000-07:002007-04-18T08:56:14.253-07:00NCC.... an organization which I had nothing to do with ever since Ex. Wallaby 2005. I find myself stumbling back into the Corps again! It really brings back alot of memory. Certainly remember how WE first met. HAHA.<br /><br />The thing is, this time its to fulfill a dream, a passion, a WADEVER IT IS that I've been putting off for the past 3 years of my life just because I can never seem to skip 3 weeks of school just to attend it. YEAHHH AIRBORNE! But it really came at the wrong time la. I was so physically and mentally prepared for it for the first 2 years, but it must happen this year after I've stoned like for MONTHHHHHHHHSSSSSSS.... Im so sure that my leg muscle are as stiff as uncook spaghetti.. *Brittle*<br /><br />Bo Bian! First Selection is this friday. 2.4km run in LONG 4 within 12.30mins, 8 pull ups, 30 push ups and 30 sit ups.... Ok la, im more worried about the run as compared to the rest... I SERIOUSLY CANT RUN FOR SHIT these days..<br /><br />But first thing first, lets hope my enlistment letter doesn't state my enlistment date to be on the course dates... I'll CRY!!!! *quite literally* ....<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />life's been quite hectic for the past 2 weeks. Been teaching in Jurong West Secondary most of the week and rushing off to my uncle's provision shop to help out. That amounts to perhaps 14hours of work per day... average! I have no time for anything cos it's really very taxing..!Imagine waking up @ 0630 every morning, i crawl out of bed most of the time cos i couldn't gather enough energy to stand properly. Hana is beginning to complain =( but hope u understand my dear, im working hard so that we can enjoy @ phuket =) !<br /><br />just hang in there! exam will be over in another 14days.... cant wait for phuket! the sun, the powder like sand, the SPA and of course the NIGHTLIFE!!!! HA<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-2661447148771612570?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-5839055816356022132007-03-13T15:29:00.000-07:002007-03-13T15:31:11.627-07:004As, 2Bs, 1B+<br /><br />Happy.... but should have gotten another one A... quite puzzled about that B... I got an A+ for the common test paper lei! wtf?! kkhz shan't complain =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-583905581635602213?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-2406743766123739052007-03-13T14:24:00.000-07:002007-03-13T14:29:19.026-07:00Ok I am quite guilty for neglecting this blog ever since after my exam... so yah, *smack in the head*<br /><br />The last time i posted something up here was before exam, when I was mugging. Now? WAITING FOR THE <a href="mailto:F!@#@ng">F!@#@ng</a> result! Darn it! Damn scared u know?!<br /><br />Offical release = 0900hours. But NP is renowned for cock ups, so yah, sitting beside the com, anxiously waiting for wad I hope would be 7 As!!!! (ehhh kinda far fetched) so to be practical, say 3As?<br /><br />Wish me luck guys! To all my classmates, hope you guys get whatever you were working for! =)<br /><br />Fingers crossed! *hope it wouldn't be a disappointment*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-240674376612373905?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-28920476958825192462007-02-05T21:14:00.000-08:002007-02-05T21:20:43.156-08:00Haven't really recovered from my common test and EXAM is here again....<br /><br />lots of stress now, this being the last hurdle of the 3years, im giving myself so much stress to make every effort count, and not wanting to regret at the end of the day. So far, i think im doing a good job bahhh. Been cramping day and through the night. LOVE going to the school library man!<br /><br />not becos of the serenity but becos of the tonnes of songs that i can listen to by tapping other peep's iTune! HOHOHOOOOO, the sickest person so far has 1517songs amounting to 4.7days of continous songs! WOW!!! but so far, fav would be corrinne may's Fly Away. very slow, very steady... at peace with myself =)<br /><br />heading back to mug.... good luck guys!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-2892047695882519246?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-74277246943539420372007-01-18T22:14:00.000-08:002007-01-18T22:58:20.644-08:00Well, hav another 2 weeks of school and 2 weeks of exam, then VOLA FREEDOM!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Come to think of it, 3 years really flew by me without really being noticed. I feel old, weak and fragile, but maybe its only me =\ damn i hate my study life. hahaha perhaps i'll blog in another entry abt me missing my school life, but as of now, i would really love to juz finish my study and have sometime to myself and someone special.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Went for NAPFA a couple of days back and guess wad? Even without running or any form of training, still managed to clock 9.13minutes for 2.4 and got an overall gold =)) darn proud of myself! My mentor, a lecturer who is around the age of 40 is really cute (&amp; sweet perhaps), he ran behind me for the first 4 rounds and eventually HE CAUGHT UP! Wah, i was like dead tired and breathless liao, he still run beside me to 'gek' me! But yah, thanks Mr Tham! this old man runs real fast!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Next up would be my exam! juz 2 weeks away and ending on the 14th of Feb! Darn Suay! Valentine day! But luckily its not on the 15th else i would hav pinned someone to the crucifix and hang them up there for 3 days! Hope i'll do well =) really need to enter a local university!<br /><br /><br />Really have no intention of leaving home for somewhere with no friends nor kins. Surely, life wouldn't be the same without YOU by my side. Think will probably miss you too much to concerntrate on any other stuff. sigh......<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Went for my medical check up today, and gosh was it bad! it was so cold inside, i juz shivered all the way and i cant even think properly! It was much worst at the medical check up station where u have to topless and they would place some apparatus on ur chest to observe you heart beats and etc. I think perhaps i was shivering too much, when i asked the MO, "Sir, anything adnormal?". HE SAID YAH! and then printed like 3 pieces of paper full of my vital signs and etc! UBER SCARY!<br /><br /><br />The IQ test was worst! my brain and hands were simply not functioning well enough to coordinate! and wads worst? There was this set of basic maths and algebra qns, requirement = to finish 30+ (izzit?) qns within a ridculous amount of time like 15 or 20minutes! so you <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">have to READ, THINK, CALCULATE, TYPE in answer within 40secs?</span></strong> its like OH MY GOODNESS! friends say that the IQ test is the definitive test to decide where are you going to posted to, so i guess its juz either a clerk or driver =(<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i used to be looking forward to my NS, its like so FUN! i do feel the same now, juz not as strongly as i've thought i was. Perhaps its those years being psycho-ed as cadets....<br /><br /><br />but think the worst part of NS is that you know you cant be there for the one you love as often as you could before, like 5 out of the 7 days a week you spend in camp provided that you do not kana extra duty. Its like a physical and social barrier! Dread! :@ i think my enlistment is either MARCH which is shit close! or september.... either one, i'll still be serving 22 months.... loads to see, loads to learn, loads to deal with (emotionally) =(<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_rPCpgGl_HUg/RbBrg1H3fUI/AAAAAAAAAAM/DUXcZZwcY5A/s1600-h/Image040.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5021631796278164802" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_rPCpgGl_HUg/RbBrg1H3fUI/AAAAAAAAAAM/DUXcZZwcY5A/s320/Image040.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />gonna learn to miss you 71.4% of a week =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-7427724694353942037?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1168177172819523152007-01-07T05:35:00.000-08:002007-01-07T05:39:32.830-08:00I'm Sorry, you deserve someone who is so much better. you deserve so much more, and i feel that i cant give you anything but pain...<br /><br />I walked out not because I don't love you no more, but because i feel very guilty to spoil your nights over and over again...<br /><br />I'm truely a bastard in disguise.<br /><br />What can i do? How should i feel?<br />I'm so tired......<br />4nights with literally no slp ='(<br />and now, a broken heart.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116817717281952315?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1165893153034415362006-12-11T19:05:00.000-08:002006-12-11T19:12:33.046-08:00There are times i miss you so much in trying times.... just want you to be here now so that i can hug you now and tell you how much i yearn to see you, even if its just for a day. =(<br /><br />Just totally drained the pen i bought last week off its ink.... (imagine how much i've written)<br /><br />aiya but bottomline == i just miss you and it does disappoint me when i dun see you around =( but its ok. Need to grow up and not be too dependent on you....<br /><br />Someone tell me how i should feel please! its quite sickening to feel so bad on the eve of a paper! ARGH!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116589315303441536?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1165606119430475972006-12-08T11:03:00.000-08:002006-12-08T11:28:39.476-08:00Friday juz drew a close abt 3 hours ago and yeah, its the end of another week.... next week, common test, total drag =(<br /><br />Guess its because of all the mugging which messes with your state of mind.. been kinda, down as of late... its not like me to feel like this for a pre-long period of time, but yeah obviously there's much of myself that i still have to figure out.<br /><br />But one person in particular has been with me through all this... who took my nonsense and wadsoever and stood by me even wen i pull my temper over her.<br />Thanks my dear, i really do not know what has got over me these few days, but i just feel.... pissed. i feel the irony not to mention the agony of me mugging and you having ur well deserved break. The consequence of different exam period. Just so jealous...<br /><br />i simply have to get through the whole of next week and i'll literally be freed for the 2 weeks after that (not including the many assignments). then again, easier said thn done =( i have like 5 subjects to mug for and philosophy is to die for (not in a good way). Im sooo tired and i really need a break, but wenever you aren't there, i juz seem to have nothing to look forward to.<br /><br />Im sorry for putting you through all those shit. I promise i'll be better after my common test. juz need to hang in there for now.<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/4870/3110/1600/697527/Image718.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/4870/3110/320/931142/Image718.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />you accepted me for who i was, the skinny and wilful guy when i couldn't accept myself.<br />you captivated me and inspired me to go on to achieve the impossible (42.195km)<br />you showered me with <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Love</span></strong> even when i doubt you.<br /><br />you left me breathless.<br />you left me gulity<br />most importantly, u left me thinking...<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">you kept me safe in this crazy world</span></strong><br />even when my heart juz want to bleed and stop believing in me<br />even when nothing is for certain and nothing comes for free<br />even when i sank to my knees....<br />but you, you cradled me.<br />you gave me a reason to smile,<br />you understand me,<br />and embraced my fragility<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br /><br />THANK YOU =)<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">with all the loneliness in me, you showed me how love prevails</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116560611943047597?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1163556184508979892006-11-14T18:01:00.000-08:002006-11-14T18:03:04.520-08:00Happy 5th Month dearie....<br /><br />Truck Loads happened all these while, but im sure we'll find a way... Thru it all.<br /><br />Hugs, Kisses and Smiles!<br /><br />- JiaJia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116355618450897989?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1163353025260575532006-11-12T09:16:00.000-08:002006-11-12T09:37:05.273-08:00im so sorry for my horrible spelling or whatsoever becos im so totally lack of sleep and haunted by flu.... even as im typing this, my eyes are like half closed... really feel like rubbing my nose off! such a turn off! anyway, still have<br />1) Proposal not done<br />2) IMGT test not mugged for<br />3) QLA test (next week)<br />4) LESSON later from 9 to 6! *a real turn off*<br /><br />im so screwed ='( i really hope i have more time.. . . .<br /><br />anyway, juz got home not long ago from JS birthday, so yah happy birthday my beloved senior! the beer @ brewerkz is wayyyy strong.... for me la, 3 cups and im rather high le and the chicken wings suck! its as if they poured chill padi sauce all over it =( SPICY!!<br /><br />happen to realise that quite alot of my junior are bugged with problem of the heart.... ok la only got 2 la.<br />for the guy.... i really hope you'll see that you ain't that bad a person, all you really need to do is to not falter time after time again and questioning your eligibility... you keep telling me she's a nice gal, and i really do agree with you! but immediately after you say that, u follow up by saying that "I'm not good enough." sheesh, how perfect a man do you want to be?<br />a friend once said, "Grow up! not down!" meaning grow positively without regrets and not down (negative growth)... hope it works for you =)<br /><br />for my junior gal who was so drunk tonight... you REALLY PUNK ALOT la! u say IM ALRIGHT, or IM OK, nothing is wrong with me and etc etc. but we dun really see it everytime you drink. Firstly, if your ok and happy with your life, you wouldn't even wana use drinking as an escape... trust me, i know how it is to feel like crap. You're eligible that i have to agree with you. so dun be too 'seeking' abt love, let it come to u... AND NO! not all guys are jerks, im a good example =)) hehehehehe! wish u well!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />cough<br />cough<br />=( i really think i contracted TB =((((<br /><br />damage assessment = Fever, Sore Throat, running nose(for the 3rd day straight)<br />but still have to work =(<br /><br />night all! and happy bday to JS!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wish i know that you care</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116335302526057553?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1163101037944649342006-11-09T11:31:00.000-08:002006-11-09T11:37:18.023-08:00Ok WISP (World Issue, Singapore Perspective) presentation 1 in a mere 4hours..... and we're no where near finishing! *screwed we are* so small adeline and i are like burning the midnight oil and hugging buddha's legs respectively.<br /><br />thn guess wad..... my <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>STUPID</strong></span>, emphasizing <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>'STUPID'</strong></span> brother who wanted to toast bread for supper @ 3 am in the morning tripped the circuit pludging the whole house into total darkness!! And that means i was left with a stupid laptop batt that can only last a yey 20minutes! and so.... i lost wadever i've done for the pass 2 hours and have to resend a file *10mb man!* to adeline AGAIN!<br /><br />ROAR!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116310103794464934?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1162934827085940402006-11-07T13:19:00.000-08:002006-11-07T13:27:07.096-08:00Its <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">5.13</span></strong>.... a very witching hour to be up but ya.... deadlines to meet...<br /><br />Totally missed school today cos my eyes were as swollen as 2 awfully mutated apples! <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">BIG </span></strong>AND <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">RED</span></strong>!<br />consequently, missed philosophy and mba tutorial =( *tears*<br />worst of all is that I SOOOO totally stood hana up! Sorry babe! just forgot that i was suppose to meet u @ 8 instead of 9 ='( lousy excuse.<br /><br />yup, yet another long day to go! but this lack of sleep is totally impairing my ability to rationalize and reaction time == halved!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">I <strong>HATE</strong> Projects and my timetable!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116293482708594040?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1162833812093362162006-11-06T09:21:00.000-08:002006-11-06T09:23:32.100-08:00A very random entry....<br /><br />juz wana let everyone know how much i yearn for my bed and how much i would like to juz lay on it and actually fall asleep for 10hours in a row.... but <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">TOO</span></strong> bad =( alot of stuff not done! ! ! <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>grumble grumble grumble!</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116283381209336216?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1162753044319512382006-11-05T09:49:00.000-08:002006-11-05T10:57:24.863-08:00i seriously got a problem with thinking logically these days....<br /><br />one of the many problems goes as such... I have lesson @ 9 later in the morning, and it goes all the way till 6 in the evening and so.... the million dollar question = do i go to sleep now? HAHA im so afraid of waking up later looking @ my clock and seeing 8.10, thinking that its ok for awhile before realising "Holy Crap! dude you're so fucked!" within a short span of 2 secs.... how quaint i know =P *degrading brain cells*<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />anyway, how's life people? well i know this may be shocking to some but i really missed school... u know after having five month internship and another 2 and half working under MOE, it really gives u a taste of how working life is... waking up early and coming home in the evening, take a shower, watch some tv, phone your g/f and vola! and the next day is just another cycle... *very tempted to use the word vicious here* but anyway, glad to be back! So much so that i swore to NOT screw it up as badly as last semester =))!<br /><br />sch = busy busy busy, the busiest semester ever! have got like 3 core modules, 2 electives and 2 I.S! sheesh fagging 7 subjects! good thing its only gonna be like that for a semester! luckily, i really quite like the philosophy and the Wireless security modules! uber interesting! one teaches you to hack! YEA HACK into your server network and wrack havoc within the system server! hahah uber cool! another teaches you to look @ <strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">Plato, Socrates and Voltaire</span></strong>, just to name a few. It juz makes you feel so...... <strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">LEARNT</span></strong>! haha! LOVE my current IS group! think big adeline and i gonna have some character conflict by hey, im sure it'll all work out!<br />MEET my 4th <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">NONG LOST BOTHER</span></strong> (opps =X i mean BROTHER)<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image824.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image824.jpg" border="0" /></a> darling, be afraid, BE VERY AFRAID! im GAY!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image817.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image817.jpg" border="0" /></a> WEEEEE bare footed on the chair! how spas!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />and of course, start of the semester = start of training. Feel really gulity for not going back though so no more excuses this semester! Let me see it through pls! and of course really miss everyone in the team! The ever so <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>HIGH</strong></span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>junsheng</strong></span> and <strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">lex</span></strong>! not to mention the NOW ATTACHED but still <span style="font-size:78%;">very black</span> <strong><span style="color:#009900;">GAN JIA</span></strong>! =P miss you guys lots and ya realise that i have alot of lost grounds that i needa catch up with, daunting but nonetheless still something that has to be done! SO <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc00;">MR LEE LIANG CHENG</span></strong>, you shall be my motivating factor, <span style="font-size:130%;">FACTOR</span> <span style="font-size:180%;">X! </span><span style="font-size:100%;">miss you too by the way! HAHAHA....!</span><br /><br />something has been really bothering me since last week's training =( i think although superficially everyone are still their own self, all you need to do is to just peel off the outer lay and you'll find some unpleasant sight...)<br /><br />let me just say this, im not trying to get at anyone here, and its not that im talking behind your back or anything, its just that IF and WHEN one of your team-mate capsizes and what comes to your mind first? Saving them or just continue rowing?<br />We were suppose to do 2 triangles last weeks (<strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">f</span></strong>or those who doesn't know what it means: its juz the training route in the kallang basin, ON WATER OF COURSE! DU<span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>H</strong></span>!) and a boat capsizes in the midst of the pack.... but whats so shocking is that no one and i mean NO ONE bothered to help them up! so me being the last in the pack (<strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">l</span></strong>ack of training l<strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">a</span></strong>!) was presented with a dilemma, TO SAVE OR NOT TO SAVE?!<br />1) i didn't what to lose too much ground with LC.<br />2) but i cant just leave the both of them there.<br />conclusion = save!<br />but of course, its a gonna be a up hill struggle to claim back the lost distance and <strong><span style="color:#339999;">ITS a TIME TRIAL!</span></strong><br />ok nvm thn, so row row row, that boat managed to catch up to some of the chaps up in front, but sad to say, it capsized la! uber funny! no that its hilarous, but because i was actually pissed with ppl capsizing! haha juz a passing moment la, so dun worry, i still LOVE the both of you =))! but thn again <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#999900;">NO ONE</span></strong> help! <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">NONE</span></strong>, <span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>ZIP</strong></span>, <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">NIL</span></strong>! and thus i lost all momentum! and this time i really gave up chasing! after helping them up, i actually have to bear in mind that for every minute more i take to complete this trial, everyone in the team might be liable to punishment becos of ME =( not at all a very comforting thought, so i was slaging it out with the water =P tsk tsk!<br />Lucky no punishment, my timing aint good =( wad a way to ruin your day!<br />but i really dun understand why those peeps in front cant help them out?! you see the last man already struggling to catch up liao, u still wan him to stop and help meh? help him by helping your own team-mate la, and not just <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>ROW PASS THEM</strong></span>! why is <strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">YOUR</span></strong> timing so important? Thn mine not important?<br />reason given = (cant remember the exact words though, but this is the gist of it) we're training here, let those people who capsize <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">swim back to shore</span></strong> themselves... =( <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>*utterly infuriated</strong></span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>!* </strong><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">else we'll go back for them <strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">AFTER TRAINING</span></strong>. </span></span><br /><br />i can understand the reason why you dont wana save people when you are doing short sprint man, but this is a FUCKING 8km ROW! <span style="font-size:180%;"><strong>HOW LONG YOU WANT THOSE POOR SOULS TO BE IN THE WATER?! 10? 20 30 MINUTES? </strong></span><span style="font-size:100%;">i ever tried swimming with my boat and it takes me roughly about 7 to 10 minutes to swim about 300m+ with a boat and equipment and depending on the wave too, but those juniors of mine capsized WAY WAY WAY far away from any fucked up beach.... </span><br />and <span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">UNLESS you can raise fucking <span style="color:#ff0000;">ALANTIS</span> in the middle of the kallang basin</span>,</strong></span> i dun see how are they gonna swim that 600, 700m.. u guys decide, utter selfish answer or something that is totally logical that i wasn't informed of.<br />(case close) im sooooo gonna get flamed for this post man!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />on a happier note, yea <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;"><strong>fifth month</strong></span> just round the corner babe!! and with the spending policies just drawn up by you, i think dining at somewhere expensive should be outta question<br />=(... but fret not, for ME LEONARDO MYSTERIOUS KEL LOW JIA JIA (aka ren tu tu) am a very capable and resourseful chap (SOOO UNCALLED FOR!) worst come to worst, just lets go over to harbour front and we can share a plate of fried kway tua! the ultimate budget meal! HAHAHAHA! dun worry i'll add that 50cents worth of sea hum for you =P hurhur!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image818.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image818.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">tale as old as time, song as old as rhyme, beauty and the (very ohandsome) BEAST! ha, take that!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116275304431951238?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1160977359027528952006-10-15T22:39:00.000-07:002006-10-15T22:42:39.040-07:00I know that this entry is a day late but nonetheless....<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">HAPPY BELATED 4th MONTH</span></strong> =)<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image774.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image774.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">beyond words and meaning.... <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"><3</span></strong> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116097735902752895?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1160450339942681802006-10-09T19:52:00.000-07:002006-10-16T01:21:15.836-07:00Hi world,<br /><br />it has been uber LONG since i last blogged! truck loads happened, more good than bad though =) which is something to be happy about!<br />but dun expect me to squeeze it all out! i can only remember the more significant events!<br /><br />Firstly....<br />NO more<br />1) shall i wake up @ 6am every morning just to reach school in time for morning assembly<br />2) shall i have to put up with rogue students (REBELS)<br />3) shall i have to ask students to write essays<br />4) and definiately NO MORE marking the 150 essays from all 4 classes! *murderer*<br />5) shall i be asked "Cher are u a DOTA pro?"<br />6) shall i have to answer "Cher how many year old are you?" (uber bad england)<br />7) shall i have to relief 5hours back to back<br />8) DEFINIATELY no more reliefing normal technical students for 3 lessons a day!<br />9) Shall i have to think of what to teach those little rascals<br />10) ......GOT so much i simply cant squeeze them into 9 "No More"s<br /><br /><br />But i will miss<br />1) the staffs there.<br />2) the time when we'll have phone orgy =P *mass file transfer via phone la*<br />3) the angelic students<br />4) the sweet little LOVE letter i received 2 days before teachers' day<br />5) the SUPER CHEAP canteen food<br />6) my (RIDCULOUSLY high) pay =P<br />7) scolding notorious faggorts<br />8) getting pissed at irresponsible parents<br />9) etc etc......<br /><br />Really appreciate the first hand view and/or experience of being an educator =) it has really been an eye opener and kinda makes me miss my alma mater and those teenage years ='(<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image794.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image794.jpg" border="0" /></a> staff room's pass =P<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image797.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image797.jpg" border="0" /></a> my desk (very clean right?) rated the cleaniness desk in the whole staff room ok?! teachers are <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">horrible creatures</span></strong> wen it comes to desk =P<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image796.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image796.jpg" border="0" /></a> Morning assembly... 7.30 zZzzzzzZzzz<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image799.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image799.jpg" border="0" /></a> finally, my daily timetable =))<br /><br />as of now, last day of work marks the start of the fun! (well have been having fun all along actually) and sch is starting next monday! Wonder how am i going to shift back to the shoes of a student.... As in, i had been working for quite awhile now (5months MOM, 2half MOE) that's nearly 8 months out of school! so yah might find it hard to adapt =( BUT NONETHELESS i shall bite the bullet and see this last semester through!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">HEART IN HAND</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Remember last year wen we ran in PJs at orchard road? Last friday, we were back with a VENGENCE and SOOO totally reloaded! Tis time = Bathing Robe! muhahahaha! guys = bare body + running shorts with the robe and girls with shirts on of course! (wad u think? free show?!) </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Less talk more pictures!!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image737.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image737.jpg" border="0" /></a> *drools*</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image745.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image745.jpg" border="0" /></a> Canoeist in Orchard!!! Way cool!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image790.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image790.jpg" border="0" /></a> Think ur legs are a little <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">TOO</span></strong> plain? thn drop by ngee ann and we'll give u a full make over!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">ECC was quite alright! looking forward to FCC 07!!!! </div><div align="left">.....</div><div align="left">....</div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left">..</div><div align="left">.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Hana dug up a pic (one of the first pictures we ever took <strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">YEARS</span></strong> AGO)</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image784.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image784.jpg" border="0" /></a> cute? hahaha i look like a TOAD!</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:78%;">=)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-116045033994268180?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1158288525957466492006-09-14T19:47:00.000-07:002006-09-14T19:48:45.966-07:00Enough said..........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115828852595746649?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1158251657243614362006-09-14T09:31:00.000-07:002006-09-14T09:34:17.253-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Love you honey! =)</span></strong><br /><br />hana gave me a very nice puzzle!!!!<br /><br />love, no no adore it! (i only<strong><span style="color:#3333ff;"> love</span></strong> her)<br /><br />shall post a pic of it soon!<br /><br />gettng late le and results should be releasing in about 5hours time.... (fingers crossed) Good luck people!<br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">give me your hand and i'll dance with YOU in the rain =))</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115825165724361436?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1158081737394318172006-09-12T10:16:00.000-07:002006-09-12T10:22:17.406-07:00Juz a shoutout to the world =)<br /><br /><br />I <strong><span style="color:#cc9933;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">L</span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">O</span>V</span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">E</span></strong> WONG YIHAN! and not afraid to show it!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image632.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image632.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">more birds? more luck? nahhhh nonsense!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115808173739431817?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1157460969603841172006-09-05T05:43:00.000-07:002006-09-05T05:56:09.613-07:00Gosh, results for sem5 is gonna be released on the 15th!!!<br /><br />not much optimism though =( quite unlike last sem which i knew i'll definiately do well! so yah, my faith is hanging by a thread here...<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">Worst Case scenrio</span></strong> = getting a D for attachment. (25Credits so its equals to getting 5 Ds!)<br /> i'll throw myself off a building cos my dreams of a local uni will be quite.... SHATTERED!<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">Grade C/C+</span></strong>.... Be very disappointed... probably cry myself to slp for the rest of my life =P hahahahx! Again, no more local uni admission... =(<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">Grade B/B+....</span></strong> Will be quite happy for myself for the fact that we really screwed our VIVA presentation, so yah cant ask for anything better! =( not very optimistic once again...<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">Grade A/AD....</span></strong> which happens to be like surviving on a diet of hope =) .... IMPOSSIBLE... but REALLY REALLY want it! VERY VERY BADLY! i'll be so much nearer to NUS!!! oh pls pls pls!!!<br />i'll be a Good Boy and study real hard, so please give me an A!!!<br /><br />Grade B or A = Possibility to get onto the director list!<br /><br />so yah.... Good luck people! =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115746096960384117?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1156751955329251672006-08-28T00:37:00.000-07:002006-08-28T01:02:31.026-07:00<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Why Lord?</span></strong><br />do you give un-deserving parents children?<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>tell me why Lord..</strong></span><br />do couples who have the ability to give their child the utmost care, attention, love and up-bringing fail to conceive time after time?<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Why Lord?</span></strong><br />Do I have to call both parents, only to have them yell over the phone, pushing and washing their hands clean of any responsibility.<br /><br />Lord i feel for that child... i really do! it really hurts to know that there's nothing you can do to improve the situation or at least to make the parents realise that THIS is their girl they're talking about! not some step-daughter or whatsoever.<br /><br />"She's his responsibility, so call the father!"<br /><br />"She's her responsibility, call the mum to fetch her from the school."<br /><br />Please! if having a child only leads to this kind of conversation thn please don't have one in the first place! Your child is suppose to be a blessing! So fucking hell reflect upon yourselves! both of you are a fucking shame to parents! i can literally compare both of you to animals!<br /><br />Fuck you both and burn in hell!<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;">ANGRY!</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115675195532925167?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1156257694801344522006-08-22T07:22:00.000-07:002006-08-22T07:41:35.086-07:00Hi guys! its been a week and busy busy busy!!<br /><br />Earning Money of course!<br /><br />but hey! i've gotta admit, im being paid pretty well for just half a day @ work! but waiting for your pay check to arrive can be such a dreadful process.... i seem to be broke like 29 outta the 30 days a month which explains why i stay @ home most of the time =) TO SAVE MONEY!<br /><br />went down to toa phayo on sunday to collect the goodie bags for the army half marathon and my poor girl's application didn't get through! that spoilt her mood pretty badly, but cheer up my dear, u can have my goodie bag =) i can rot @ home with you this sunday instead of running *my aspiration (to rot)! * <strong><span style="color:#009900;">SLACKERS rock big time</span></strong>!<br /><br />school's a drag too.... im like doing 5 to 6 hours relief lessons back to back a day! have to stay back after school to help the sec 2 and 3 normal academic students with verbal communication and stuff.... <strong><span style="color:#993399;">money</span></strong> really dun come easy eh?<br />but hey, the pay is my one and only motivation to drag my butt outta bed at 6.10 every morning! so yah, got nothing i can complain about that.<br />IT CERTAINLY PAYS BETTER THAN Ministry of Manpower!<br /><br />come to think of it, my live revolves around school and home.... mostly. utterly no live! gotta get out more!<br /><br />well something's for sure, you spiced up my live darling =) <3 u lots =D<br /><br />dun mess with me! my girlfriend's a dragon boater! i'll get her to beat u up so piss off!<br /> *aggression* =P<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image352.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image352.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">2 hearts, 2 souls, 1 love </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115625769480134452?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1155623224034465302006-08-14T23:23:00.000-07:002006-08-14T23:27:04.043-07:00lost another 2 kg! screw food poisoning! i sooooo hav a phobia for Jap food especially those from Fiesta jurong point!<br /><br />haven't had anything to eat since monday morning cos my body has been rejecting everything INCLUDING water!<br /><br />i so need to gain weight, but how am i suppose to with all these dog shit stuff happening to me?!<br /><br />protein powder anyone?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115562322403446530?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1155277405520572542006-08-10T22:51:00.000-07:002006-08-12T11:33:21.340-07:00Im feeling rather 'ENLIGHTEN' now, so i shall bestow some of my earthly wisdom to you MORTALS!!! *grins*<br /><br />Lesson from a Guru: When all falls apart, talk it out!<br /><br />i believe i fall under the category of 'Expressive' individuals, thus the ability to talk about things is a simply a virtue, dun you guys agree?<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><strong>Words</strong></span> are so powerful, it can literally draw people <strong>TOWARDS</strong> or repel them <strong>AWAY</strong> from you.<br /><br />The key to communication is this<br />- <span style="color:#ff0000;">L</span>earn to express not impress....<br />- <span style="color:#ff0000;">L</span>istening is more powerful than talking *important* (that's why God gave us 2 ears and only 1 mouth)<br />- <span style="color:#ff0000;">N</span>ever assume someone knows what you mean.... trust me, most of the time, they don't.<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />Next.... pls go catch <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">Click</span></strong>! its awesome! one of those movies that has the ability to make me look @ my life all over again (remember family first always! not work) =) hilarous + touching! no wonder llc cried =P opps<br /><br />hahahax anyway went to catch <span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><strong>'My Super ex-girlfriend'</strong></span> on wednesday..... quite alright, wasn't very impressive but good nonetheless, han seems to enjoy it though, especially the part wen Uma threw the shark @ her ex-boyfriend, awwww poor boy! ^o)<br /><br />anyway Wed was nat day! soooo <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE</span></strong>! *waving patriotically*<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image597.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image597.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />went up to shears' bridge in hope of getting a better view of the firework but was utterly disappointed! firstly, it was damn crowded on that 2meter wide pavement and secondly, the fagging tree was blocking the darn view! so yah, had a little bit of tree line cum firework =) but nonetheless it was a GREAT night!<br /><br />went over to glutton's bay next (juz beside esplanade) and got like 5 bbq wings, 8bucks worth of omelet with oyster and 4 bucks for the fried carrot cake *freaking ex dinner* but han (being the glutton she is) was simply gorging!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />my dear gal has really worked up an appetite as of late and she seems to be eating alot! especially oyster and cockles! sheesh! thursday night after her O-day @ sentosa, we went over to Nus prata and had roti john and matabuk! gosh!<br /><br />and guess wad..... she's suffering from indigestion! dunno to laugh @ you or pity u my dear!<br /><br />get well soon! i know how badly u miss the oily stuff =)<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />to mel: dear sis, listen to your heart and stop avoiding the inevitable =) you'll have to come clean about your feeling sometimes =)<br /><br />to dear dong han: hope all's well. lets go chill soon! keep in contact!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/30336922757887l.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/30336922757887l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">love</span> is not about know who/where to <span style="color:#ff0000;">love</span>, but knowing how to.... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">love</span> u truck loads babe and happy 8th week =)</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115527740552057254?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1155013039880882902006-08-07T21:22:00.000-07:002006-08-07T21:57:20.020-07:00Will be missing 3days of sch this week, namely tuesday, wed and thursday =( and that means that i'll be losing nearly 200bucks! gosh! wad can i do with 200bucks?!<br /><br />but on the bright side, i've got sometime today to catch up on some lost sleep =)) and nothing beats that! woohoo! so woke up @ abt 1100 today and man it <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">FELT GOOD</span></strong>! =)<br /><br />haven't been doing much since then.... other thn browsing blogs and surfing the web....<br /><br />to liangcheng,<br />read ur blog and seriously don't know whats wrong with you dude, but its ok to feel lost sometime.<br />lose yourself in the moment,<br />lose yourself @ work,<br />lose yourself @ play,<br />or juz simply lose yourself as a person and be someone else for just a day =)<br /><br />but dun forget to hav a map by your side juz in case you need to find your way back =) this is what friends are for, we're your map =) call and catch up soon!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />everyone seems to be busy! or am i the only one with spare time on hand?<br /><br />somethings' for sure though, i certainly dun hav spare cash on hand! hahaha! feel so <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">broke</span></strong> pls! luckily i can survive for just 3 bucks a day in school! whooo *cheapo* but i think the canteen lady is pretty nice, ordered a bowl of mushroom noodle from her yesterday (which cost 1.50) and i asked her to add chicken for me and guess wad? i got loads of mushroom, loads of chicken for only 1.50!!!! *clap hands* drinks = 50cents and so total spending expected a day = 2bucks!!!<br /><br />when was the last time u had such a cheap meal eh?<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />this teacher came up to me last week and asked, "Have you ever considered teaching as a career?" hahahah! my reply? "HAH, i seriously doubt so sir. I can bearly survive 3days with these pesky kids, let alone months or even years! The reason i wanted to do relief is because the pay is <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">WAYYYY</span></strong> good!" *smirks*<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />had a little conflcit with my dad ystday nite.... ok not a little, but quite a big one... which lead me to resort to some rather drastic measures =) and always feel so good to know that u've pissed your parents off.<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:78%;color:#6600cc;">torn</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115501303988088290?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1154623702168007022006-08-03T09:25:00.000-07:002006-08-03T09:48:22.223-07:00Morning World,<br /><br />juz started work @ pioneer secondary on wednesday and the kids are horrible, especially the normal technical... not trying to imply anything though...<br />what's worst? <span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;"><strong>waking up</strong></span> @ 6.30 in the morning! draggin myself out of bed! wouldn't even be going if the pay ain't that good! i wake up every morning with money daggling before my eyes! *motivation*<br /><br />next problem = <span style="color:#3366ff;"><strong>literature </strong></span><br /><br />i didn't even pass my lit class back in secondary school, so what makes them think i can take a literature class? let alone <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;"><strong>TEACHING</strong></span> them =( totally stressed out.... everytime i enter the class, i muz think of something to bullshit about for the next coming hour.... *and it has got to be convincing enough*<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />well, we seem to not be spending alot of time together as of late =( but yea its totally understandable.. you're busy with sch, trg and tuition on top of that, orientation week.... juz hope its a passing phase though....<br /><br />juz feel empty sometime . . .<br /><br />need to feel you. . . *ok, not in a physical way la!*<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />to donghan, take things within your strides.... we'll be here for you =)<br /><br />to the 3 teams participanting in project nutz later in the evening, LETS THRASH THOSE DB guys!<br /><br />- high speed, low drag!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>ambivalent about things</strong></span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115462370216800702?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1154448670579231102006-08-01T09:05:00.000-07:002006-08-01T09:11:10.590-07:00Donghan's dad passed away on monday, stomache cancer =( life is fragile....<br /><br />juz got back from the wake and though he seems awfully calm about it, i can see the pain deep within. well dude, at least your Dad is in a better place now =) do call us if you need to talk.....<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">emptiness</span></strong> all over<br />.<br />..<br />...<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">somethings needn't be said</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115444867057923110?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1154284981113722212006-07-30T11:42:00.000-07:002006-07-30T13:40:15.123-07:00As of above... i've back logged yet another pile of crap to blog about! okok lets take this slow...<br /><br />Monday.......................<br />1st day in 5 B@#$#@dy months that i wake up without having to think about going back to the office! wheeeeee! was rushing my powerpoint slides for my presentation the next day... 5 months of effort boils down to TUESDAY where 2 markers will determine how much of that 50% of the entire INTERNSHIP i shld get =( so yah.... juz do and do and do and do walked han home after her tution @ 9+ and that was the only highlight of the day.<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />tuesday..................<br />presentation day! another <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">PISSed</span></strong> off day i muz say! i did 30 slides of the presentation and told samuel to meet me in the office @ 1p.m! As always, he = late... very very late! called him @ 1.30 and he told me he was @ clementi waiting for a bus -.-".....<br /><br />wad more can i say...<br /><br />and guess wad was the reason he gave me? "Hey i was rushing my slides too u know!" pls la! u 'rush' so many hours for only 3 fagging slides that look like u took only 5 minutes to come up with? who are u trying to kid? im neither young nor naive pls!.... spare me!<br /><br />the presentation didn't go as smoothly as i thought..... i was kinda nervous and all, so i kinda spoke abit too fast... on top of that, stupid old me decided to stand a little bit in between the projector and its screen, thus blocking the projection .... (i can literally feel my A flying away) the second marker mdm pamela leong something something decided to <strong><span style="color:#993399;">'have some fun with me'</span></strong> and grilled me on the GUI (Graphics user interace) design and the fact that we 'accidentally' corrupted data =(<br /><br />i soooooo wanted to cry cos i know for sure that i was saying Good Bye + a blow kiss to my local uni admission..... ='( ... .. . well wads good about this whole ordeal? met up with han after that (she juz finished blading @ ECP) and spent some time together. Its really a wonder how someone can take ur mind off all these sad stuff. Thanks babe =) went to fei cui for xiao long bao!!!! <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image545.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image545.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image545.0.jpg" border="0" /></a>unglam! totally! that spoon is as big as my mouth!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />Wednesday...........<br /><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">sheesh</span></strong> u know what? i cant remember wad i did on wednesday except going for tution n morning jog with han + having a stomachache along the way =(<br /><br />(can already feel my memory slipping away) (brain cells de-generating)<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />Thursday ............<br />shopping day! went to orchard and do what most s'porean couples would do!!!! KILL TIME by shopping! visited auntie june (one of our former employer) and kinda made her a very happy auntie! she dun get visitors often @ her shop so i think us appearing is really a welcomed change! its a wonder how a small gesture would go such a long way! conclusion = we're nice (actually it was more of my idea! so credits goes to me Me ME) =))<br /><br /><div align="left">popped by far east after tt to scout for tattoo palour for han... this cool gal wans a tattoo.... kinda apprehensive about that though. Cant help but feel weird about it, cant blame me though, im living with society's normative behaviour. but to me, so long as she is happy and clear about what she wants thn why not?<br /></div><div align="left">-- why not look over that norm and support your girlfriend?--<br /></div><div align="left">went over to 'Village' for dessert! <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Strawberry Crepe</span></strong>!!! whooo it was GOOD!</div><div align="left"><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image546.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image546.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image546.0.jpg" border="0" /></a>ENVY US!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image547.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image547.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image547.0.jpg" border="0" /></a>and she is one happy girl! </div><div align="left"><br />over to suntec after that to get that PUZZLE that i've waited to get for <strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">SOOOOO the very NONG!</span></strong> its a 1000 pc mosaic of Woody and Buzz (Toys Story). n i thought i could finish it within 3 days =( its a wonder how i over-estimate my capabilities sometimes.<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image548.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image548.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image548.0.jpg" border="0" /></a>the cheapo couple waiting for bus to suntec *P </div><div align="left"><br />then over to city link area for desert...again! before walking all the way back to esplanade to soak up some breeze or whatever that was left of it =D before EATING again! Gluttons Bay has a kick ass GOOD cau kuay toey and oyster omelet! <strong><span style="color:#cc66cc;">we're soooo embracing a sinful diet!</span></strong> hurhur!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />. </div><div align="left"><br />Friday .....<br />yet another lazy day.... she came over to my place and kinda spent the day lazing @ my place till about 4+ cos she has tution =( argh! dun actually have alot of time to spend with her soon... she starting sch and all . . . so yah.... </div><div align="left"><br />met up with some of the sprinters @ 9+ ? haha been a long time since i've actually sat down and talked to them besides during training so yah kinda guilt stricken feeling =( but nonetheless! here are some pics!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/DXO.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/DXO.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/DXO.0.jpg" border="0" /></a> the live band was G.R.E.A.T</div><div align="left"><br />got home only at 2am and decided to stay up all the way cos im suppose to me deary for morning run! so spent the rest of the morning with that wretched puzzle! ROAR!!!!!<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />. </div><div align="left"><br />Saturday.......<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image557.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image557.0.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image557.0.jpg" border="0" /></a>had something in my shoe!<br />ran like quite long that day.... think about 10km+/- so yah kind of new achievement for me but that 'lan ren' couldn't run anymore! so yah had to stop and chill from thn on! motivation = "Army Half Marathon!" </div><div align="left"><br />mummy asked han over to our place to make kuay! *i think the kuay failed miserably* but anyway it was a good try..... A = "Affort" =)<br />sent her to orchard after that for her class outing, theme = 'RETRO' and gosh she was dressed to kill! *drools* </div><div align="left"><br />dropped dead on my bed and totally blacked out for a little less thn 6hours n woke up @ 9.50! so went down to orchard again to pick han and loo up! <strong><span style="color:#993399;">PERFECT timing</span></strong> i muz say! =) </div><div align="left"><br />mh was like super high wen i got there! waving at me with so much enthu like as if i was some celeb! but it felt good =) hahahahahahaha! *grins*<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />. </div><div align="left"><br />Sunday .............<br />was suppose to be a polar bear day today..... polar bear day = we go jp eat, thn play abit before heading back to my place to hibernate!" hahaha but that really didn't happen cos we decided to bake instead! </div><div align="left"><br />only realised that i forgot to bring the recipe out so finally settled to bake cookies with pre-mixed flour..... hahah the EASY way out =) </div><div align="left"><br />beh came over to help us with the baking and also to do a little catching up!<br />dinner with my parents over @ jp and realised that my dad is actually darn chatty! crap n crap none stop! hurhur think they like u alot my dear!<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /></div><div align="left">this coming week gonna be busy for her.... so yah u'll be missed =) enjoy ur dragon boat training! hunks walking everywhere! with 6 to 8 packs and big STRONG arms! ahhhhh! shall turn gay soon! *P </div><div align="left"><br />BACK to training! marathon = focus! </div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff6600;"><strong>with you for you </strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115428498111372221?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1153498719703723752006-07-21T09:12:00.000-07:002006-07-21T09:18:39.713-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/MOM.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/MOM.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Thanks guys.... =))<br /><br /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image442.jpg" border="0" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115349871970372375?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1153465974488617072006-07-20T23:45:00.000-07:002006-07-21T00:16:54.216-07:00I know im suppose to be happy.... Excited abt leaving this place..... I've been looking forward to this day for 5 months...<br /><br />the day when i finally finish my iinternship....<br /><br />but i cant find the excitement today.... juz a chest filled with weights. I know i'll probably not see some of the people in this place ever again... As much i hate this place for locking me up in my darkest time.. im just thankful to it... it gave me a new perspective in life *working life* it thought me how to be a stronger man... it taught me how to be responsible....<br /><br />IT taught me how to cherish....<br /><br />These 5months in this place has been filled with ups and downs.... but wad was constant throughout all these was THIS place.... and the people in it.<br /><br />Thanks Christopher, Pat, WeiJin, Shazali, Mr Lee Yock Chung, Mr Ang Teck Bing, Ms Lim Ee Hwe, and lots more.... i'll miss you guys lots!<br /><br />I promise you i'll cherish my study life better after this... Most importantly, i'll cherish my you.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">new insight</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115346597448861707?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1153322929650247322006-07-19T07:56:00.001-07:002006-07-19T22:30:03.536-07:00so much to tell u about....<br />lots to ask u.....<br />yearn to see u.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">same sentiments? </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br />it doesn't matter....<br />i know i do....<br />and that's all that matters<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115332292965024732?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1153290034485816622006-07-18T23:16:00.000-07:002006-07-18T23:20:34.493-07:00Thinking of escaping from the office =P its like 2p.m after lunch.... juz went to carls' junior @ plaza singapura and VERY VERY bloated! thn suddenly, the thought of shopping striked me =)) really need to expand my wardrobe!!!<br /><br />think i shall put my plan into motion @ 3! so wad if im caught? cant be bothered.... juz 2 MORE DAYS before i leave this place! Come to think of it... quite ambivalent about leaving though... i know i'll miss this place and some of the peeps here. But for now, i want nothing more thn to get a break from this....<br /><br />hurhurhur.... *grins*<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">missing someone very badly =( </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115329003448581662?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1153122878703641072006-07-17T00:15:00.000-07:002006-07-17T00:57:48.563-07:00Been missing out on alot of blogging recently (this past week or so) so yah, back lodged alot of stuff to blog about and really don't know where to start from =(<br /><br />okok, lets start with the infamous report! We're so suppose to hand in our report like today at 12 noon! Was browsing MEL (Mobile E-Learning) for reporting format and to my horror, i realise that there are some stuff I've missed out in the report! Chionged all the way till 5 this morning and really looked and felt like a <span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>zombie</strong></span> this morning! on top of that.... it <a href="mailto:#%#@$">#%#@$</a>@ rained! *furious*<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong>Samuel</strong></span> u @$#%# ass hole! report has to be handed up today, u happily send me your *only* 10page report to me juz an hour before handing in! i didn't get to read through, but i really hope u wrote something smart.... You have the cheek to be late again! suppose to meet you in sch @ 9 this morning and u only appeared @ 1030! So what if you rushed your report till 5? I RUSHED BOTH OUR REPORTS! so go fuck a spider or something and stop yecking at me being up tight! Your fagging contribution is but 1/10 of the report man! I wrote like 90pages of bullshit and you only had YOUR personal report! So i dun think you have the right to complain about anything!<br /><br />Took notice of a trend yesterday night. Whenever we have project due or some submittion to be done the next day, most of my classmates will be online till abt 5 in the morning man! speaking of <span style="color:#00cccc;"><strong>last minute work</strong></span>! *sheesh*<br /><br />The printing and binding store was packed today man! there was easily 30 guys in there trying to get their document printed and etc.... NP students are notorious for last minute work... that i can vouch! anyway, only managed to get my report ready by 11.50 and took 5 minutes to run back to my faculty! Hallelujah! talk about a close shave! anyway report is done and SOOOO OVER!!! Time to unwind and await the END OF MY INTERNSHIP!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />took last thursday and friday off from work cos i booked a chalet @ sentosa to sort of chill out and spend sometime away together. Great FUN we had! Sun Sand Sea we had! Pictures i have to show! Enjoy them you muz!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image431.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image431.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#000099;"><strong>Habour Front Centre</strong></span>! Heading up to the cable cars!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image433.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image433.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#33cc00;"><strong>Sentosa</strong></span> HERE we come!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image437.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image437.jpg" border="0" /></a> forced to do this.... from the looks of it, i didn't like it @ all! *opps! complain i muz not!*<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><strong>Saturday!<br /></strong><span style="color:#000000;">capt gary gave yB 2 grand stand tickets for the NDP NE Show, but she didn't wana go so.... hurhurhur, we being the<strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"> cheapo couple</span></strong> attended the parade on their behalf (im so trying to make this sound so good)</span></span><br />han obviously enjoyed it alot! cos throughout the whole parade, she was like the rest of the Primary 5 students at the stadium.... noisy and utterly hype!!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image451.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image451.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />ohhhh there was this awfully hilarious scene! in each of the goodie bag, there was this battery powered mini fan (which i soooo fully utilised) . There was this couple sitting right smack infront of me and the lady had her hair <strong><span style="color:#6666cc;">entangled</span></strong> in the fan la!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image454.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image454.jpg" border="0" /></a> hahahaha *evil grins* i know im eViL<br /><br />lots of pics from tt NDP rehearsal but juz too tired to load them up liao.... gish of it... it was great! why? cos u were around =) <3 lots han.... han went for camp and i'll be quite free for the next few days. 4 to be exact! so come book me quick if u haven't done so! So gonna miss you babe! have fun with the half naked hunks @ camp =P hurhurhur....<br /><br />sick im =( damage assessment = sore throat + lack of sleep<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">no where i wouldn't go for u =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115312287870364107?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1152638214854368242006-07-11T10:06:00.000-07:002006-07-11T10:16:54.863-07:00Dun you get bothered by some harmless comment....? Like, "Look at how skinny this girl/guy is?!" or or "Look how fat this person is" and etc etc..... the matter of life is.... it's not something of our choosing...<br /><br />I've heard criticism about the horizontally challenged.... but its not as easy to lose or gain weight! gotta admit, i've been one of culprits for passing crude comments about fat peeps quite blatantly... so i see the it as nothing more thn karma wen peeps come up to me and call me a skinny chap...<br /><br />how i yearn to have the body of one of those dragon-boaters.... fact of that = i need a reality check!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115263821485436824?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1152520263680643342006-07-10T00:59:00.000-07:002006-07-10T09:19:35.896-07:00Well, had a GREAT WEEKEND! the catch? well i've got a 150 page report given to me last thursday and i have to complete it like by 17th july! (which is SOOO next monday) but i couldn't care less.... didn't put in much effort on it on friday cos went down for the 50th instructors' chalet with han. btw, HAPPY Birthday Joel + Grace and Chee Yong (Tong) !!!<br /><br />muz confess... the cake was ''fantabulous''!!! awfully chocolatey and once in awhile, u can feel a crunch while biting! awwwwwwww..... too bad couldn't really enjoy it though... had a sore throat =( thn ran down to the Red House (my first time! whoohoo!) really freaky! the property is like YEY BIG but the house is actually but a small portion =( juz imagine u exploring the house and you decide to take a peek outta the house and at the far end of the field, you see some <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">WHITE FIGURE</span></strong> with long hair covering her/its face and walllllkking to you SLLLLOOOOWWWLY! ! ! Massive Freakout!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />but in the end chee tong decided not to go in because he said that there was this 'shadow' inside! 'hair stands'! hahahahahaha i shall conquer u <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">RED HOUSE</span></strong>!!!<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />headed back to the chalet. slacked thn snoozed.... woke up @ 4.30 in the morning to be naughty for awhile *hurhurhur* =P but yay, it was fun.... dun u agree my dear? =D dun anyhow think pls.... lots of peeps around -.-"<br /><br />--Saturday--<br />slacked the whole day again and TOTALLY neglected my report.... poor u report *but ur SOOOO unwelcomed in my life!*<br /><br />--sunday--<br />report day! worked my ass till like 2am and woke up @ 7 to continue.... damn! utterly no life u know?!<br />can u comprehend the feeling of writing all you've gone through and yet horrified to find out that wadever u've wrote is but 1/5 of the 150 pages?! MADDNESS PLS! i would rather focus on quality! im having so much trouble liao, bet the rest of my classmates are <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">DYING!</span></strong><br />lucky for me, han popped by in the afternoon and accompanied me all the way... i muz say, ur may be a DISTRACTION my dear.... but your HELL of a GOOD DISTRACTION la!<br /><br />----dun mind me, my brain is super saturated with report related documents, i cant even phase a proper thought in my mind properly =(<br /><br />TODAY!!!!<br />Sat on my table from 9am and dwelled on the !$%^&amp;$# report... lost track of time! the next time i looked up was when this lady at the other end of the office came over to say hello... awwww how nice. but i realised i've spent like 5 hours on the report la! where did that 5 hours go man?!?!?!?!?! *devastated* cos i've only done 6 pages =(<br /><br />i seriously got nothing more to write liao.... wadever left are juz utter bullshit and irrelevant screenshots =( someone deliver me from my misery<span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong> PLEASE</strong></span>!<br /><br />on a brighter note... i've managed to book the thing! thanks to the VERY NICE service staffs! Thanks <strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">siti and i dunno wads ur name</span></strong>... very grateful to you two! though i dun know them @ all. GOOD SERVICE! thank you thank you thank you thank you!<br /><br />taking thursday off! I WANT OUT! seriously.....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Life is like a dream</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Look on the bright side =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115252026368064334?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1152166775480473942006-07-05T23:16:00.000-07:002006-07-05T23:19:35.486-07:00you know, i seriously cannot take it when a team wins the soccer game with penalty kicks. or penalty shootouts for that matter. i somehow feel that in a team game like soccer, each goal should be scored beautifully, and an effort of everyone.<br /><br />i especially liked the 2nd goal of the argentina match against serbia(is that them? the yellow people one)not that i like cambiasso(hes ugly! not to mention bald, plus he got argentina out of the worldcup!! ROAR!!!.), but his goal was beautiful coz there were like 24 unbroken passes between his teammates before they went for goal! and it was slow first, at homeground, then it sped up when it approached goal! now that's wad i call a GOAL!<br /><br />or tevez's goal(where he passed the ball through the legs of 2 defenders near the goal) or messi's goal. which was pure inspiration..<br /><br />penalty kicks last for a like 3 seconds. so your adrenaline rushes to your head, holds for 2 seconds, then disappears. and most of the time the ball gets in anywayy. unless you are a lousy ball player like cambiasso. (haha sorry! i really wanted argentina to win) then if it doesnt, hooray for the crowd, hooray for the goal keeper.<br /><br />its like surprises. penalty kicks are surprises you already expect, wheres the fun in that. okay i sound like a soccer fan. im not. im a girl fan.<br /><br />but does anyone share my sentiments? =P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115216677548047394?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1152152162673457082006-07-05T18:40:00.000-07:002006-07-05T22:08:16.646-07:00well.... on the bright side, friday is all that stands between me and MY weekend... but on the other hand..... <span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">IM STILL IN THE FAGGING OFFICE!</span> </strong></span><span style="font-size:100%;">so ya, ain't much to report abt except for the fact that im suppose to be typing my 150 page report instead of blogging! -.-" im sooooooo screwed!</span><br /><br />Meeting up with the sprinters for dinner later @ bugis to 'send' WQ off to NS..... cant wait for them to shave off your hair man! hurhurhur.... to think of it, alot of peeps heading in tomorrow. Poor Q.s has to leave his darling iona.... Poor kimhui have to part with his 'ever so nice' hair style and lots lots more la.... to all you guys, <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">I STILL HAVE MY PINK IC! DO U?</span></strong> =P *im so gonna get slaughtered for this*<br /><br />took the day off ystday to pei my hon.... been like 2 days since i've seen her so abit buay tahan... im growing more dependent liao.... OH NO!!! have to control! shan't succumb!<br /><br />shall start on my report soon.... i need to at least plan how im gonna write it by today! so yah, wish me luck<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">juz another random entry.....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">to llc... blame yourself not... be glad you've got a deeper understanding of yourself... take heart my friend =) u've got a listening ear right here!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">the world moves so fast and demands so much that from time to time, we lose ourselves in this utter chaos... </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i need to slow down....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">with you, for you</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115215216267345708?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1151944402892805212006-07-03T08:05:00.000-07:002006-07-03T22:53:36.823-07:00<div align="center">-Friday-</div><div align="left">Finally! a much needed break from office! Met up with yihan in the evening and headed over to omni-theatre to get SUPERMAN tics! fagging ex la! 15bucks a piece! *jaw drops* but not the ideal place to catch a movie though.... a little bit more on that later. next, to daiso @ imm to be freaking cheapos (2 bucks a piece lei! where to find?!) spent about 12bucks on her nail stuff.... and i sooo regretted it! </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image352.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image352.jpg" border="0" /></a> AHHHH my nails!!! was filling up an application form on sunday and the lady smiled at me and said, "Eh, nice nails....." i took a step back from the counter *literally*. KAOZZZZZZ!!!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">some random pics @ daiso </div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image349.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image349.jpg" border="0" /></a> i may look good *pukes*</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image348.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image348.jpg" border="0" /></a> but i think this view is ALOT better =)</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image350.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image350.jpg" border="0" /></a> cheese!!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">-Saturday-</div><div align="left">Went down to east coast park to help out with the OSIM Triathlon and also to earn some $$$ =) its suppose to be 30bucks man! but i only received 25! ROARRRR so cheated!! so anyway quite alot of funny things happened that day... but wad more endearing was this ah pek struggling with the 750m swim and was hanging on the safety line marking out the perimeter of the swim. I went up to him and asked, "Sir are u ok sir?! Do u need help?" the reply = "Cough! Cough! *half choking with salt water* no! im in a race! don worry! Cough!" </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">wah! hero man! he muz be @ least >65year of age! salute!! </div><div align="left">.</div><div align="left">..</div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left">met up with han @ bugis a little later and we headed back to my place for me to catch up on some <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">MUCH NEEDED</span></strong> sleep before meeting the rest @ holland village in the evening. and that sweet @$$ gave me this! </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image353.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image353.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image354.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image354.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image355.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image355.jpg" border="0" /></a> that's quite a dumb looking boxer! *my first* =P</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image357.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image357.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left">in the end.... she thinks that dale (my rival) will look better in it! *furious!* *blood boils*</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Dinner...</div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image368.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image368.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div align="left">had it @ the famous XO Fish Bee Hoon and had loads of laughs man! i was quite entertained by jd and francis's hokkien conversations including franic's re-enactment of guojun and the teacher's whoo haaas.... went over to SP and turned it into SPDC (Singapore Polytechnic Driving Centre) all the way till 11+ and the guard finally called the police! lucky for us, we were smart enough to siam! =)) </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Thanks people! for the presents and for turning up! we'll be very different people pretty soon.... some of us heading to Uni... most other heading for our NS in the not so <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">VERY</span></strong> far future </div><div align="left">=(( but fret not! <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>NEXT UP WILL BE WEST BBQ!</strong></span> =) </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">thanks honey... for everything! u've reminded me how important our peers are in our life =) thanks for your well wishes and sms-es junsheng, ethan, fiona, tania, mel and LOADS MORE!! thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">-Sunday- </div><div align="left">ystday was my actually burf day and so my darling han planned everything.... but she had tution in the morning, so could only meet her after 12... but still i woke up quite early.... headed down to jurong west market to rent some DVDs and also popped by jurong east to get her something special... *u've been such a sweet pie so how can i not do something in return?* </div><div align="left">So met her up @ jp and had lunch @ billy bomber.... there she popped another 3 presents on the table! i mean come on, being guys all, i muz confess that its very hard to show our emotions @ times but sheesh.... *i may sound girlish here...* my heart melted la! </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">a wallet</div><div align="left">a box of chocolate</div><div align="left">and</div><div align="left">ANOTHER BOXER!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image376.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image376.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image375.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image375.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">woooohoooo!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">popped by my place after lunch to burn some time before heading over to the omni-theatre... so watched CONSTANTINE! quite a good show i muz say... still never fails to remind me how fragile is the balance between good and evil and how gracious and forgiving our Saviour is.... His Love never fails and in ur darkest time, have faith cos ur never too far nor too lost from Him =) <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">AMEN</span></strong>!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Next rushed down to jurong east and there i collected my little surprise for her....</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image379.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image379.jpg" border="0" /></a> come'on girls! say ur jealous! *smirks*</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image378.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image378.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">LOVE</span></strong> u so much babe =)</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">superman was good! but dun quite like the idea of watching a movie on a curved surface.... it some how distorts the picture and i was having a stiff neck @ the end of the show cos i was like looking up for 2hours and 40mins! sheesh! but complain i shall not! cos she seems to like it alot so its all worth it =) </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image385.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image385.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">went to je entertainment to burn sometime before sending her home.... really didn't wana part ystday nite... i really felt that i owed her alot.... and i mean ALOT.... but i juz can't put my message across.... how much i appreciate her and all..... =( </div><div align="left">i Love u truck loads babe... (i really shouldn't be saying these 3 words so often man!) </div><div align="left">thanks for everything and i mean <strong>EVERTHING</strong> u've done for me =)</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">as for now.... may angels tuck u nice and warmly to bed and watch over u.... sleep tight and i'll see you soon! </div><div align="left">i so hate weekdays! ROAR! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115194440289280521?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1151580507170435892006-06-29T04:27:00.000-07:002006-06-29T04:28:27.176-07:00im darn pissed............. very very pissed<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115158050717043589?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1151549129348760682006-06-28T18:56:00.000-07:002006-06-28T20:27:56.033-07:00Alrite!!!! its thursday and im loving it!!! 1 more fagging day before the much awaited weekend! woohoo!!!<br /><br />was at mass training yesterday and after 2 weeks not seeing all u peeps, i must say that the juniors now are darn F.I.T! jaw drops.... but wads worst was wen i climbed onto chin chong's back for a piggy back ride, he said that i was <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">quite light</span></strong>.... *DEVASTATION*<br />FYI, chin chong = a VERY tall chap... 183+?<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Blog%20Entry.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" height="207" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Blog%20Entry.jpg" width="237" border="0" /></a><br />DAMN CHIN CHONG!!!! ROOOAARRRR.....!!!!<br />training darn shiong yst.... 200 for starting followed up by campus run thn gym... haven't really recovered from monday's session so was kinda aching upside down and inside out throughout yst. and before we're done.... another 110... my arms gave way @ 70! jasper who was right beside me faired no better... he went straight to the ground la! literally....<br /><br />so anyway after briefing.... i thought everyone had forgotten abt my birthday thus sparing me from my ill-concede fate... but <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>NOOOOOO</strong></span>..... next thing i know, i was dragged down by jeremy and ethan i think.... HOW NAIVE of me.... <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">shldn't have sat beside anyone la!</span></strong><br />and so this was <strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">my fate</span></strong>.....<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Blog%20Entry%202.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Blog%20Entry%202.jpg" border="0" /></a>DAMN U ALL!!!! wei long wasn't as lucky as me... he had something which looked like '<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">CUM</span></strong>' poured all over him... courtesy of jasper (u disgusting freak!) =P<br /><br /><div align="center">-end of training-</div><div align="left">headed to bukit timah market for dinner and no one wants to share sambal stingray with me =( sad..... so ended up having popiah *how pathetic*<br />so on the bus back home, i asked fiona wad i've asked geraldine before... wad is <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">'pu tao ya'</span></strong> (portugal in english)....<strong><span style="color:#33cc00;"> her reply</span></strong>?</div><div align="left">.</div><div align="left">..</div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left">"grape vine? grape tree?" </div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left">..</div><div align="left">.</div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">wahhhh pengx!</span></strong> ur the same as geraldine la! except maybe to geraldine, the country 'turkey' in chinese = "hu ji gou' (turkey nation in direct translation) -.-" ... =)) buay tahan!</div><div align="left">.</div><div align="left">..</div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left">....</div><div align="left">yihan went for the s'pore idol 'wild card' show last nite. i was seriously trying hard *and i mean VERY hard* to imagine her being juz like the rest of those hysterical audiences (waving posters and screaming till their lungs burst and deflate!) *P </div><div align="left">but anyway, was quite worried wen she didn't reply my sms-es.... so called her a few times and finally realised that she was watching 'Project Runway' and her hp was in silent mode.. -_-"</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">okkkk i've over-reacted but don't i reserve the right to be worried? =P hope u understand where u stand in my life. but, hurhurhur.... hope u get adducted by those KLK workers and sent back to india *smirks* *evil grins*!!!</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">getting awfully restless... gonna be awhile till i see u again =( cant wait for the week to be done! miss u tonnes my dear......</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">Love is not about loving a perfect person</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">but</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:78%;">Loving an imperfect person perfectly...</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115154912934876068?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1151287059180909022006-06-25T17:49:00.000-07:002006-06-25T22:00:59.426-07:00I think i've a serious issue with mondays! its nothing but a ER XIN feeling! BUT ENDURE!!!! JUZ 4 more weeks of attachment to GO! -the count down begins<br />on a serious note.... this place shall be nothing more thn a distant memory to me after all this shit is done... have no idea will i be missing this place or not but as for now, i would like nothing more thn to spend time away.... LOTS of time away from this place!<br />monday seems to be this evil character in a novel that brings you nothing but pain... takes away your weekend and leaves you with a pile of document that needs editing before the week is done... thn the cycle continues.... how typical yah? ENOUGH of this!<br /><br />Anyway to my dear FRIENDS!!!<br />To Francis and the henderson gang.... Though haven't been hanging out with you guys for sometime, i still think u guys are F**King hilarious! My dear francis, after so many years (actually only <3years)><span style="font-size:130%;">L</span></strong>ex... thanks for being a great source of inspiration!<br />*<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">J</span></strong>unsheng for being there for me whenever i need it... the best senior i can ever ask for! u've really made a difference in my life!<br />*<span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>Z</strong></span>hijian and <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">T</span></strong>ristan for making me realise that <strong><span style="font-size:130%;">WE</span></strong> choose what kind of route we'll walk.... "lu shi wo men ren zou(walk) cu lai de"...<br />*<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">B</span></strong>ernard for being my motivation to train hard<br />*<span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>J</strong></span>iaying for being this sweet junior....<br />*<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">G</span></strong>eraldine for letting me know that im not the only one who has been hurt.....<br />*<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">J</span></strong>a'ime for making me the man I'm today... u know u deserve this credit partner!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />and many many more! thanks team! i've found my reason to continue walking the walk =))<br /><br />Special Thanks to my sis MeL for just being someone i can <span style="font-size:180%;">CONFIDE</span> in whenever im feeling dull =( hurhurhur go find a boyfriend soon my dear!<br /><br />And <strong><span style="color:#009900;">Ying Bei Bei</span></strong>! Your just another important part of my life! an elder sister that i've never had the privilege of having....! thanks for all the things u've done for me!<br /><br />Finally to that <span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>special someone.<br /></strong></span>.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />you've been the reason why i've looked forward to each and everyday.<br />no words can describe how grateful im...<br />no one can ever make me feel as loved...<br /><br />you've been there for me, even when i've turned my back on my peeps and even the world.<br />Many hurdles we will have to face...<br />but it's never about winning.... its about the journey.... =)<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image341.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image341.jpg" border="0" /></a> in you i've found a reason....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>a relationship is about growing... so grow together not apart <span style="font-size:180%;">FROM</span> each other.</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">a better man i shall be =)</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115128705918090902?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150956990381332742006-06-21T23:05:00.000-07:002006-06-21T23:16:30.390-07:00Ok its offical!<br /><br />I've lost the pact! BIG FCUK? SO WAD?!<br /><br />A fossil watch isn't worth that much to keep me 2 days away from her! *ROOOAAARR*<br /><br />That gurl also has a part to play in my DOWNFALL too! Early morning text me, "Miss Me Me ME? Cannot reply worx! BUHAHAHAHA"<br /><br />and throughout the day kept on messaging and messaging! -Gek me-<br /><br />and sad to say! i finally succumbed!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />but nonetheless, she's a sweet thing.... KNEW that i hav BO so went to get me a CK perfume! Bet tat burnt a hole in her instantly..... ='( aber touched my dear. i promise i'll treat u better.... just for tomorrow i mean :P !!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115095699038133274?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150698756693594242006-06-18T23:13:00.000-07:002006-06-18T23:32:36.706-07:00Its MONDAY...........AGAIN! gotta agree, this is gonna be a endless cycle for the next half of my life! *monday blues*<br /><br />Made a pact with yihan ystday night while sending her over to her grandparent's place. "We shan't meet for the next 3 days" rational being 'Absence makes the heart fonder'...! Now i totally regret why i agree to that in the first place -.-" ARGH!!!!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />I'm not suppose to:<br />1) Call her..<br />2) Text Her..<br />3) Visit her friendster<br />4) Visit her blog<br />5) pop by her place.....!<br />ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!<br /><br />and that BITCH said i wouldn't last 2 days! i'll prove you <strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">WRONG</span></strong> my dear! and do get my FOSSIL Watch ready by the end of this 3 days worx! *smirks*<br />...<br />..<br />.<br /><br />our darling ying bei bei went for PLASTIC SURGERY on friday! isn't that cool or wad?! though its considered a small procedure (juz cutting a double eyelid), she's still the first peep that i know who has gone under the knife =))<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image320.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image320.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Before:<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image319.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image319.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />After:<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image321.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image321.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />still a little swollen though... but think she'll look great in another day or so from now =) so happy for you my dear! think i've to go for a full facial makeover! *determined*<br />.....<br />....<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />darn! still 2 more fagging hours in the office and training later!!! whee-o-whee!!!! i shall numb myself with lactic acid!!! <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">I WILL SURVIVE!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">we'll get there.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115069875669359424?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150581650497433162006-06-17T14:23:00.000-07:002006-06-18T06:46:04.823-07:00Happily attached and for once, everything seem so right!<br /><br />But im a thinker too... so i do fear of losing You.... to time... to impulses.... and all those little unseen hurdles yet laid before us. We'll get there<br /><br /><br />As for now... im devoting this entry to some peeps who have nothing better to do then to start a flame war on her blog..! to whoever you guys are.... regardless of rank nor seniority, please, if you have the guts to tag whatever u've tagged, please have the BALLS to leave your name along with it! Stop crapping around with names like 'Air Head' (yea only fc*king air in your bloody skulls....), 'Air Peeps' and 'anonymous'.... a bunch of ball-less cowards! Pls dun let me know its the doing of an SAF personnel.... (especially a Lieutanant) cos it juz goes to show what 9-10 months in OCS has taught you....<br />P.S I have nothing against OCS... im juz UTTERLY disgusted abt how a particular black sheep cos tarnish its reputation as a renowned military institute.<br /><br />wad have i ever done with u guys? whats wrong with my smile? if ur not happy abt my smile, ur always welcomed to spend 3K on braces and enjoy the ulcers that comes along with it for 3 fcuked up years BEFORE u come and talk to me abt SMILES u bloody FaGg*rt.... 'fake smile' pui! i smile whenever and to whoever i like... since wen does smiling need to come under the comment or POV of others?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />to someone out dere.... u dun look like someone who has very high EQ either....<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />As quoted: "these people may come from branded schools, IQ level sure is HIGH, i guess, give them benefit of doubt, but their EQ level is sure LOW. they should really go and reflect on their actions and do something about it. "<br />...<br />..<br />.<br />My EQ level is up to my family and peers to decide.... NOT YOU... and yesh even though i come from poly... @ least im certified the top 10% of my poly and still definitately more tactful thn to make a comment like the one i quoted from your blog.. its okk, shan't degrade myself to the same league so as to avoid engaging in such ridculous debates... =)<br /><br />"Therefore, to Kel. A Thousand Apologies! Sorry once again! " = accepted<br />. . .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115058165049743316?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150309160057524192006-06-14T11:02:00.000-07:002006-06-14T11:19:20.066-07:00Time 11.50pm tuesday 14/6/06<br /><br />i've finally came clean with my feelings to you and for once i'm certain of what i want....<br /><br />so now.....<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />GOOD BYE SINGLEs CLUB!!!!<br /><br />wahahahahahaha!!!! its a wonder, i came one whole round looking for something that is already right smack infront of my eyes...<br />you were there wen i needed comfort and no matter what, stood by my side<br /><br />i'm so sorry for disappointing you time and time again but im grateful that we went the distance for each other!<br /><br />thanks for being my pillar of support.. and now you mean so much more! thank God! for your guidance o Lord =) i'll cherish this relationship and most importantly....<br /><br /> I'll Cherish You =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115030916005752419?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150250780949413602006-06-13T18:21:00.000-07:002006-06-13T23:26:27.330-07:00Wednesday! half way through the week and still got lots not done....<br /><br />1. KBS <strong>not done</strong><br />2. Project <strong>incomplete</strong><br />3. Life <strong>not right</strong><br />4. Love <strong>not there</strong><br />5. <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">Money no have</span></strong><br /><br />Damn the Trepidation!!! so damn pissed off by my 'over sensitivity'!!! Argh!<br />im rather bothered by some stuff happening in my life now... my heart skipped a beat yesterday night while giving tution to junkang. P.S junkang = my tutee and no valarie he is WAY too young for you!!<br /><br />i was teaching him the difference between 'can' and 'could' wen that happened my whole face sunk man!<br />Junkang: "Kel, why ur face so...... black?"<br />Me : "nothing actually, i wish i 'could' understand my feelings now"<br /><br />*sheesh* speaking about utilising every emotion to quote an example!<br /><br />so went for to catch CARS yesterday with the guys and tt really cheered me up alot! Let me spoil the show a little bit for those who have yet to catch it =P *im evil*... HAHA!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/promo_carsgiveaway.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/promo_carsgiveaway.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />gish of the movie? Life isn't always about winning.... Its more about the journey and the people we meet that will change our lives in the process..! *told you i'll spoil the show for u =P*<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">ms gan jiaying</span></strong> bring ur cousins to watch this man! way cute! i simply adore that little mexican speaking tire changing forklift! wahahaha! *shoot me pls*<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />got home, prepared for work and started to feel the sting again *utterly detestable*<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image305.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image305.jpg" border="0" /></a> this is my prison... *8 to 5, mondays to fridays*<br /><br />and so now sitting in the office blogging! wheeee whooo!!!<br />oh ya! was watching utube juz a moment ago and stumbled upon a singapore idol clip.... the NongNongAgo? that simply made my day man! darn hilarous!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/dick%20lee.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" height="280" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/dick%20lee.jpg" width="378" border="0" /></a><br />dick's expression was simply classic! "That's a really nong Nong NOng NONg NONG version" gosh that guy (wadever his name is) looks like a blur cock up there. Better not comment too much cos i cant sing for Sh*t either =P<br /><br />how i wish i've the courage to let u know man! Trepidations!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'll let u know soon . . . its not always abt the outcome.... its more abt the journey</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115025078094941360?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150179171408457722006-06-12T22:53:00.000-07:002006-06-12T23:12:51.420-07:00Office looks like this........<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image253.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image253.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Cold.... Quiet.... Unfriendly....<br /><br />but...... JUST 6 more WEEKS to go go go!!!! muhahahahaha!<br /><br />So anyway, managed to finish up half of May's KBS!!! So proud of myself! cant say so for samuel... tt @#%$! has been missing in action for the past 2 weeks and he has the cheek to tell me that he's in school doing OUR project wen i dun see ANY and i mean ANY progress.... think he probably spends the time *if he goes to sch @ all* sitting in the canteen with a bucket drooling over the business freshies.... that guy is simply incorrigible!!!<br /><br /><br />on a brighter note, taking off on thursday!! wheeeee!!! hope SOMEONE fails her TP so i M.O.C.K her!!! *smirks* *evil laughs*<br />and good luck man LC! get ur license and it'll be ur turn to drive me around! hurhurhur!!!!<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />some random pics cos im utterly BORED in the office!!! the thought of tution later SO turns me off!!! argh!<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Work%20and%20Play2.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" height="177" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Work%20and%20Play2.jpg" width="387" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">love the sinner, hate the sin </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115017917140845772?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1150170619854933902006-06-12T20:07:00.000-07:002006-06-12T20:50:19.863-07:00something has been keeping me rather busy lately.... its but a thought, but this thought will ultimately lead me to so many places... so many new possibilities.... so many new experiences..<br /><br />these past few months have actually been quite a roller coaster ride (emotional wise) with loads of ups and down, twists and turns and even loops after loops.... I've experienced how high love could bring you, only to have the whole world fall apart in just a matter of hours ....<br /><br />i was that which others did not want to be.<br />i went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do..<br />i asked of nothing from you who gave nothing, and reluctantly accepted the thoughts of eternal loneliness . . . . should i fail...<br />i have seen the the face of jealousy, felt the stinging cold of fear, and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moment's love....<br />i have cried, pained and hoped, but most of all i lived times others would say best forgotten.<br /><br />others asked if i was ever frustrated, angry or cold.... i turned to them and said, "No, i've simply stopped chasing."<br /><br />Quote, 'Whatever that doesn't break you, makes you stronger.'<br />I beg to differ....! Whatever that doesn't break you doesn't make you stronger.<br /><br />It simply forces you to accept the fact....<br />No matter how ugly i can be<br /><br />I've grown alot over the months and now i know what I want in Love....<br /><br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />and one of it is not being afraid to Love...<br />thanks for making me realise what i've missed all this while =) wish you well....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'll make a difference this time.... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-115017061985493390?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1149859318942517862006-06-09T06:09:00.000-07:002006-06-09T06:21:58.953-07:00MASS Tired!<br /><br />Actually skipped work for 2 days to pei HANA NOT SO DIVINE to IACE.... but its FUN FUN FUN! Finally got days off work to actually spend some quality time doing something thn staying at home to rot.... the ang mo chaps aren't as fun as the ICEP a few years back but the hongkies are GREAT!!! this guy philip actually resembles me *skinny and all* and freakishly cheesy man! BTH!!!<br /><br />but enough of small talks and let the pics do all the TALKING!<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image267.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image267.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />tt guy in blue = philip and that chio bu bside him = usee (dunno how to spell) =P cant say so for the OTHER gurl beside usee.... *P<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image276.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image276.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Showing off our BRIGHT red hands.....<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image264.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image264.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />she's a happy girl after a plain and an onion prata....<br /><br />okok enough journalism for a nite... think i caught the flu bug.... wad a weakling yea? ha!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-114985931894251786?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1149492354084052772006-06-05T00:04:00.000-07:002006-06-05T00:33:53.743-07:00Time: 3.04pm<br /><br />heading into the last 2 hours of work and still time seems to be crawling by!!! I've been really busy for the whole morning!<br /><br />1) Completed my TOR and sent it to my supervisior for her perusal...<br />2) Started the first 8days of May's KBS (<strong><span style="color:#009900;">this is a killer man!</span></strong>) -eyes grow tired after browsing 500 emails<br />3) Lunch<br />4) Surf Friendster....<br /><br />and now<br /><br />5) Blog -cos i really dun hav anything to do and CANT BE BOTHERED with the KBS!<br /><br />BRRRRAAAIIIINNNN DEAD! and its only monday..... weekdays are such a DRAG! come to think of it, life itself is already a drag!!!<br />I should be at the family chalet today la! but noooooooo ...... office! Work! Ethics! Responsibility!<br />=X<br /><br />no wonder society is <span style="color:#000099;"><strong>repressed</strong></span>...<br /><br />Beh called me eariler in the morning... quite surprised though.... cos we haven't really been talking and hanging out these few week after she got back with her PRINCE of INDIA.... well quite inevitable actually, who wouldn't put someone they love over their friends? hahah<br /><br />Not blaming you my dear! juz wana let u know.... dun just do things because you have to.... do things because it/they make you happy and its wad you really want / its something that you'll be happy with! <span style="font-size:85%;">-shall say this on behalf of <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">'hana banana wong im god'</span></strong>, u have our blessing! =)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Oei hana, think u can reconsider that wedding ceremony @ the zoo for beh liao.... the one where he rides into the ceremony on an elephant.... -tarzan and jane =))</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">and congrats junjia for climbing outta that hole of urs! </span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br />CANT WAIT FOR 5!!! heading to the gym with the guys n poor juniors..... having common test.... Have something to tell those who are mugging away...... WHAT IS STUDYING? WHAT IS MUGGING TILL 3am?! WHAT IS COMMON TEST?! hurhurhurhur! *smirks*<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">actions speaks louder thn words... but no words thn action for f#$k?</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-114949235408405277?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29246005.post-1149424006817577302006-06-04T04:54:00.000-07:002006-06-04T06:42:43.016-07:00Hi World!<br /><br />Was suppose to wake hana up @ 8 this morning, so decided to play DOTA till like 7.50 thn wake her up or something.... But smart old me played till 6.50 and decided to laze on bed for awhile.... *I really dun hav to tell you wad happened next*<br /><br />10+ .... CRAP! Frantically text her.... "Oh Shit, I juz woke up" HAHAHAA so sorry my dear!<br /><br />But lucky for her, even being late for one whole hour late, she's only the third person @ the meeting place along with all her other girlfriends.. morale of the story = if/wen you date a group of gals, always set the meeting time @ least 1 hour in advance.... e.g suppose to be there at 5pm meet 4pm and etc etc.... *GALS CAN NEVER NEVER BE TRUSTED TO BE PUNCTUAL!* ~im speaking on behalf of the rest of my species.<br />.<br />..<br />...<br />so that was the morning... snoozed till 3pm *i ought to be @ training! =(* lazed around till dinner and decided to pop by Jurong Point aka jp for my doze of civilization and found myself in a sea of kiddos.... there was this ULTRAMAN display at the open space juz infront of subway and the ultramen were like fighting with the 'monsters' and u can hear the kids going "FIGHT! <span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">FIGHT</span>! <span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">FIGHT</span>!"<br /><br />ladies and gentlemen, i think now you know where kids get their doze of VIOLENCE from... BET HANA BANANA watched truck loads of ultraman show wen she was young man!<br /><br />coming to the <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">POOR</span></strong> actors in those rubber suits....<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image250.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image250.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />i bet they muz be going like, "<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Oh man! I cant believe im being paid only 10bucks an hour for this crap man! Good thing i have this MASK over my thick skull! else..... oh shit! <span style="font-size:130%;">I SEE MY MUM</span>! yecks</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">!</span></strong>"<br /><br />come to think of it..... i actually adored ultraman wen i was like 5 ! *sheesh* *fact flash*<br /><br /><br />so that aside....<br />next went down to ntuc to get something for me to chew on back @ the office for the coming week and i stumbled upon something that's kinda intimidating....<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/1600/Image251.jpg"><img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4870/3110/320/Image251.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />wad can they think of next? displaying the culprit's name and address on the board? -pictures included!<br /><br />gosh! but its quite a good deterrance isn't it?!<br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#999900;"><strong>SO KIDS.. Stay and school and be GOOD! </strong><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">it ain't good to be naughty yea!</span></span><br /><br />.<br />..<br />...<br />....<br />.....<br />sian la! i feel darn jaded.... am i suppose to follow my heart or juz the brain? *feeling ambivalent*<br />It really feels like im living in a world where fact is fiction and fictions are still/but fictions... facts obscured from the naked eye and trepidation is all you'll feel wen you hav something 'smart' up ur sleeves....!<br /><br />Guidance! Guidance!!!!!<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">never was.... never will be......</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29246005-114942400681757730?l=itstinkshere.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KeLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04726512118787955991noreply@blogger.com0