i week w/o blogging!

As of above... i've back logged yet another pile of crap to blog about! okok lets take this slow...

Monday.......................
1st day in 5 B@#$#@dy months that i wake up without having to think about going back to the office! wheeeeee! was rushing my powerpoint slides for my presentation the next day... 5 months of effort boils down to TUESDAY where 2 markers will determine how much of that 50% of the entire INTERNSHIP i shld get =( so yah.... juz do and do and do and do walked han home after her tution @ 9+ and that was the only highlight of the day.
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tuesday..................
presentation day! another PISSed off day i muz say! i did 30 slides of the presentation and told samuel to meet me in the office @ 1p.m! As always, he = late... very very late! called him @ 1.30 and he told me he was @ clementi waiting for a bus -.-".....

wad more can i say...

and guess wad was the reason he gave me? "Hey i was rushing my slides too u know!" pls la! u 'rush' so many hours for only 3 fagging slides that look like u took only 5 minutes to come up with? who are u trying to kid? im neither young nor naive pls!.... spare me!

the presentation didn't go as smoothly as i thought..... i was kinda nervous and all, so i kinda spoke abit too fast... on top of that, stupid old me decided to stand a little bit in between the projector and its screen, thus blocking the projection .... (i can literally feel my A flying away) the second marker mdm pamela leong something something decided to 'have some fun with me' and grilled me on the GUI (Graphics user interace) design and the fact that we 'accidentally' corrupted data =(

i soooooo wanted to cry cos i know for sure that i was saying Good Bye + a blow kiss to my local uni admission..... ='( ... .. . well wads good about this whole ordeal? met up with han after that (she juz finished blading @ ECP) and spent some time together. Its really a wonder how someone can take ur mind off all these sad stuff. Thanks babe =) went to fei cui for xiao long bao!!!!
unglam! totally! that spoon is as big as my mouth!
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Wednesday...........
sheesh u know what? i cant remember wad i did on wednesday except going for tution n morning jog with han + having a stomachache along the way =(

(can already feel my memory slipping away) (brain cells de-generating)
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Thursday ............
shopping day! went to orchard and do what most s'porean couples would do!!!! KILL TIME by shopping! visited auntie june (one of our former employer) and kinda made her a very happy auntie! she dun get visitors often @ her shop so i think us appearing is really a welcomed change! its a wonder how a small gesture would go such a long way! conclusion = we're nice (actually it was more of my idea! so credits goes to me Me ME) =))

popped by far east after tt to scout for tattoo palour for han... this cool gal wans a tattoo.... kinda apprehensive about that though. Cant help but feel weird about it, cant blame me though, im living with society's normative behaviour. but to me, so long as she is happy and clear about what she wants thn why not?

-- why not look over that norm and support your girlfriend?--

went over to 'Village' for dessert! Strawberry Crepe!!! whooo it was GOOD!

ENVY US!
and she is one happy girl!

over to suntec after that to get that PUZZLE that i've waited to get for SOOOOO the very NONG! its a 1000 pc mosaic of Woody and Buzz (Toys Story). n i thought i could finish it within 3 days =( its a wonder how i over-estimate my capabilities sometimes.
the cheapo couple waiting for bus to suntec *P

then over to city link area for desert...again! before walking all the way back to esplanade to soak up some breeze or whatever that was left of it =D before EATING again! Gluttons Bay has a kick ass GOOD cau kuay toey and oyster omelet! we're soooo embracing a sinful diet! hurhur!
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Friday .....
yet another lazy day.... she came over to my place and kinda spent the day lazing @ my place till about 4+ cos she has tution =( argh! dun actually have alot of time to spend with her soon... she starting sch and all . . . so yah....

met up with some of the sprinters @ 9+ ? haha been a long time since i've actually sat down and talked to them besides during training so yah kinda guilt stricken feeling =( but nonetheless! here are some pics!
the live band was G.R.E.A.T

got home only at 2am and decided to stay up all the way cos im suppose to me deary for morning run! so spent the rest of the morning with that wretched puzzle! ROAR!!!!!
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Saturday.......
had something in my shoe!
ran like quite long that day.... think about 10km+/- so yah kind of new achievement for me but that 'lan ren' couldn't run anymore! so yah had to stop and chill from thn on! motivation = "Army Half Marathon!"

mummy asked han over to our place to make kuay! *i think the kuay failed miserably* but anyway it was a good try..... A = "Affort" =)
sent her to orchard after that for her class outing, theme = 'RETRO' and gosh she was dressed to kill! *drools*

dropped dead on my bed and totally blacked out for a little less thn 6hours n woke up @ 9.50! so went down to orchard again to pick han and loo up! PERFECT timing i muz say! =)

mh was like super high wen i got there! waving at me with so much enthu like as if i was some celeb! but it felt good =) hahahahahahaha! *grins*
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Sunday .............
was suppose to be a polar bear day today..... polar bear day = we go jp eat, thn play abit before heading back to my place to hibernate!" hahaha but that really didn't happen cos we decided to bake instead!

only realised that i forgot to bring the recipe out so finally settled to bake cookies with pre-mixed flour..... hahah the EASY way out =)

beh came over to help us with the baking and also to do a little catching up!
dinner with my parents over @ jp and realised that my dad is actually darn chatty! crap n crap none stop! hurhur think they like u alot my dear!
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this coming week gonna be busy for her.... so yah u'll be missed =) enjoy ur dragon boat training! hunks walking everywhere! with 6 to 8 packs and big STRONG arms! ahhhhh! shall turn gay soon! *P

BACK to training! marathon = focus!

with you for you

Thanks

Thanks guys.... =))

Last Day

I know im suppose to be happy.... Excited abt leaving this place..... I've been looking forward to this day for 5 months...

the day when i finally finish my iinternship....

but i cant find the excitement today.... juz a chest filled with weights. I know i'll probably not see some of the people in this place ever again... As much i hate this place for locking me up in my darkest time.. im just thankful to it... it gave me a new perspective in life *working life* it thought me how to be a stronger man... it taught me how to be responsible....

IT taught me how to cherish....

These 5months in this place has been filled with ups and downs.... but wad was constant throughout all these was THIS place.... and the people in it.

Thanks Christopher, Pat, WeiJin, Shazali, Mr Lee Yock Chung, Mr Ang Teck Bing, Ms Lim Ee Hwe, and lots more.... i'll miss you guys lots!

I promise you i'll cherish my study life better after this... Most importantly, i'll cherish my you.....

new insight

so much to tell u about....
lots to ask u.....
yearn to see u.....

same sentiments?

it doesn't matter....
i know i do....
and that's all that matters

MyGREATescape!

Thinking of escaping from the office =P its like 2p.m after lunch.... juz went to carls' junior @ plaza singapura and VERY VERY bloated! thn suddenly, the thought of shopping striked me =)) really need to expand my wardrobe!!!

think i shall put my plan into motion @ 3! so wad if im caught? cant be bothered.... juz 2 MORE DAYS before i leave this place! Come to think of it... quite ambivalent about leaving though... i know i'll miss this place and some of the peeps here. But for now, i want nothing more thn to get a break from this....

hurhurhur.... *grins*

missing someone very badly =(

End of REPORT!!! HOORAY!!!!

Been missing out on alot of blogging recently (this past week or so) so yah, back lodged alot of stuff to blog about and really don't know where to start from =(

okok, lets start with the infamous report! We're so suppose to hand in our report like today at 12 noon! Was browsing MEL (Mobile E-Learning) for reporting format and to my horror, i realise that there are some stuff I've missed out in the report! Chionged all the way till 5 this morning and really looked and felt like a zombie this morning! on top of that.... it #%#@$@ rained! *furious*

Samuel u @$#%# ass hole! report has to be handed up today, u happily send me your *only* 10page report to me juz an hour before handing in! i didn't get to read through, but i really hope u wrote something smart.... You have the cheek to be late again! suppose to meet you in sch @ 9 this morning and u only appeared @ 1030! So what if you rushed your report till 5? I RUSHED BOTH OUR REPORTS! so go fuck a spider or something and stop yecking at me being up tight! Your fagging contribution is but 1/10 of the report man! I wrote like 90pages of bullshit and you only had YOUR personal report! So i dun think you have the right to complain about anything!

Took notice of a trend yesterday night. Whenever we have project due or some submittion to be done the next day, most of my classmates will be online till abt 5 in the morning man! speaking of last minute work! *sheesh*

The printing and binding store was packed today man! there was easily 30 guys in there trying to get their document printed and etc.... NP students are notorious for last minute work... that i can vouch! anyway, only managed to get my report ready by 11.50 and took 5 minutes to run back to my faculty! Hallelujah! talk about a close shave! anyway report is done and SOOOO OVER!!! Time to unwind and await the END OF MY INTERNSHIP!
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took last thursday and friday off from work cos i booked a chalet @ sentosa to sort of chill out and spend sometime away together. Great FUN we had! Sun Sand Sea we had! Pictures i have to show! Enjoy them you muz!
Habour Front Centre! Heading up to the cable cars!

Sentosa HERE we come!

forced to do this.... from the looks of it, i didn't like it @ all! *opps! complain i muz not!*
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Saturday!
capt gary gave yB 2 grand stand tickets for the NDP NE Show, but she didn't wana go so.... hurhurhur, we being the cheapo couple attended the parade on their behalf (im so trying to make this sound so good)
han obviously enjoyed it alot! cos throughout the whole parade, she was like the rest of the Primary 5 students at the stadium.... noisy and utterly hype!!


ohhhh there was this awfully hilarious scene! in each of the goodie bag, there was this battery powered mini fan (which i soooo fully utilised) . There was this couple sitting right smack infront of me and the lady had her hair entangled in the fan la!

hahahaha *evil grins* i know im eViL

lots of pics from tt NDP rehearsal but juz too tired to load them up liao.... gish of it... it was great! why? cos u were around =) <3 lots han.... han went for camp and i'll be quite free for the next few days. 4 to be exact! so come book me quick if u haven't done so! So gonna miss you babe! have fun with the half naked hunks @ camp =P hurhurhur....

sick im =( damage assessment = sore throat + lack of sleep

no where i wouldn't go for u =)

Skinny is this guy.....

Dun you get bothered by some harmless comment....? Like, "Look at how skinny this girl/guy is?!" or or "Look how fat this person is" and etc etc..... the matter of life is.... it's not something of our choosing...

I've heard criticism about the horizontally challenged.... but its not as easy to lose or gain weight! gotta admit, i've been one of culprits for passing crude comments about fat peeps quite blatantly... so i see the it as nothing more thn karma wen peeps come up to me and call me a skinny chap...

how i yearn to have the body of one of those dragon-boaters.... fact of that = i need a reality check!

This is bad bad BAD!

Well, had a GREAT WEEKEND! the catch? well i've got a 150 page report given to me last thursday and i have to complete it like by 17th july! (which is SOOO next monday) but i couldn't care less.... didn't put in much effort on it on friday cos went down for the 50th instructors' chalet with han. btw, HAPPY Birthday Joel + Grace and Chee Yong (Tong) !!!

muz confess... the cake was ''fantabulous''!!! awfully chocolatey and once in awhile, u can feel a crunch while biting! awwwwwwww..... too bad couldn't really enjoy it though... had a sore throat =( thn ran down to the Red House (my first time! whoohoo!) really freaky! the property is like YEY BIG but the house is actually but a small portion =( juz imagine u exploring the house and you decide to take a peek outta the house and at the far end of the field, you see some WHITE FIGURE with long hair covering her/its face and walllllkking to you SLLLLOOOOWWWLY! ! ! Massive Freakout!
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but in the end chee tong decided not to go in because he said that there was this 'shadow' inside! 'hair stands'! hahahahahaha i shall conquer u RED HOUSE!!!
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headed back to the chalet. slacked thn snoozed.... woke up @ 4.30 in the morning to be naughty for awhile *hurhurhur* =P but yay, it was fun.... dun u agree my dear? =D dun anyhow think pls.... lots of peeps around -.-"

--Saturday--
slacked the whole day again and TOTALLY neglected my report.... poor u report *but ur SOOOO unwelcomed in my life!*

--sunday--
report day! worked my ass till like 2am and woke up @ 7 to continue.... damn! utterly no life u know?!
can u comprehend the feeling of writing all you've gone through and yet horrified to find out that wadever u've wrote is but 1/5 of the 150 pages?! MADDNESS PLS! i would rather focus on quality! im having so much trouble liao, bet the rest of my classmates are DYING!
lucky for me, han popped by in the afternoon and accompanied me all the way... i muz say, ur may be a DISTRACTION my dear.... but your HELL of a GOOD DISTRACTION la!

----dun mind me, my brain is super saturated with report related documents, i cant even phase a proper thought in my mind properly =(

TODAY!!!!
Sat on my table from 9am and dwelled on the !$%^&$# report... lost track of time! the next time i looked up was when this lady at the other end of the office came over to say hello... awwww how nice. but i realised i've spent like 5 hours on the report la! where did that 5 hours go man?!?!?!?!?! *devastated* cos i've only done 6 pages =(

i seriously got nothing more to write liao.... wadever left are juz utter bullshit and irrelevant screenshots =( someone deliver me from my misery PLEASE!

on a brighter note... i've managed to book the thing! thanks to the VERY NICE service staffs! Thanks siti and i dunno wads ur name... very grateful to you two! though i dun know them @ all. GOOD SERVICE! thank you thank you thank you thank you!

taking thursday off! I WANT OUT! seriously.....

Life is like a dream
Look on the bright side =)

you know, i seriously cannot take it when a team wins the soccer game with penalty kicks. or penalty shootouts for that matter. i somehow feel that in a team game like soccer, each goal should be scored beautifully, and an effort of everyone.

i especially liked the 2nd goal of the argentina match against serbia(is that them? the yellow people one)not that i like cambiasso(hes ugly! not to mention bald, plus he got argentina out of the worldcup!! ROAR!!!.), but his goal was beautiful coz there were like 24 unbroken passes between his teammates before they went for goal! and it was slow first, at homeground, then it sped up when it approached goal! now that's wad i call a GOAL!

or tevez's goal(where he passed the ball through the legs of 2 defenders near the goal) or messi's goal. which was pure inspiration..

penalty kicks last for a like 3 seconds. so your adrenaline rushes to your head, holds for 2 seconds, then disappears. and most of the time the ball gets in anywayy. unless you are a lousy ball player like cambiasso. (haha sorry! i really wanted argentina to win) then if it doesnt, hooray for the crowd, hooray for the goal keeper.

its like surprises. penalty kicks are surprises you already expect, wheres the fun in that. okay i sound like a soccer fan. im not. im a girl fan.

but does anyone share my sentiments? =P

Thursday

well.... on the bright side, friday is all that stands between me and MY weekend... but on the other hand..... IM STILL IN THE FAGGING OFFICE! so ya, ain't much to report abt except for the fact that im suppose to be typing my 150 page report instead of blogging! -.-" im sooooooo screwed!

Meeting up with the sprinters for dinner later @ bugis to 'send' WQ off to NS..... cant wait for them to shave off your hair man! hurhurhur.... to think of it, alot of peeps heading in tomorrow. Poor Q.s has to leave his darling iona.... Poor kimhui have to part with his 'ever so nice' hair style and lots lots more la.... to all you guys, I STILL HAVE MY PINK IC! DO U? =P *im so gonna get slaughtered for this*

took the day off ystday to pei my hon.... been like 2 days since i've seen her so abit buay tahan... im growing more dependent liao.... OH NO!!! have to control! shan't succumb!

shall start on my report soon.... i need to at least plan how im gonna write it by today! so yah, wish me luck

juz another random entry.....

to llc... blame yourself not... be glad you've got a deeper understanding of yourself... take heart my friend =) u've got a listening ear right here!

the world moves so fast and demands so much that from time to time, we lose ourselves in this utter chaos...
i need to slow down....
with you, for you

Wad a Weekend!

-Friday-

Finally! a much needed break from office! Met up with yihan in the evening and headed over to omni-theatre to get SUPERMAN tics! fagging ex la! 15bucks a piece! *jaw drops* but not the ideal place to catch a movie though.... a little bit more on that later. next, to daiso @ imm to be freaking cheapos (2 bucks a piece lei! where to find?!) spent about 12bucks on her nail stuff.... and i sooo regretted it!

AHHHH my nails!!! was filling up an application form on sunday and the lady smiled at me and said, "Eh, nice nails....." i took a step back from the counter *literally*. KAOZZZZZZ!!!!

some random pics @ daiso

i may look good *pukes*

but i think this view is ALOT better =)

cheese!!!

-Saturday-

Went down to east coast park to help out with the OSIM Triathlon and also to earn some $$$ =) its suppose to be 30bucks man! but i only received 25! ROARRRR so cheated!! so anyway quite alot of funny things happened that day... but wad more endearing was this ah pek struggling with the 750m swim and was hanging on the safety line marking out the perimeter of the swim. I went up to him and asked, "Sir are u ok sir?! Do u need help?" the reply = "Cough! Cough! *half choking with salt water* no! im in a race! don worry! Cough!"

wah! hero man! he muz be @ least >65year of age! salute!!

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met up with han @ bugis a little later and we headed back to my place for me to catch up on some MUCH NEEDED sleep before meeting the rest @ holland village in the evening. and that sweet @$$ gave me this!

that's quite a dumb looking boxer! *my first* =P

in the end.... she thinks that dale (my rival) will look better in it! *furious!* *blood boils*

Dinner...

had it @ the famous XO Fish Bee Hoon and had loads of laughs man! i was quite entertained by jd and francis's hokkien conversations including franic's re-enactment of guojun and the teacher's whoo haaas.... went over to SP and turned it into SPDC (Singapore Polytechnic Driving Centre) all the way till 11+ and the guard finally called the police! lucky for us, we were smart enough to siam! =))

Thanks people! for the presents and for turning up! we'll be very different people pretty soon.... some of us heading to Uni... most other heading for our NS in the not so VERY far future

=(( but fret not! NEXT UP WILL BE WEST BBQ! =)

thanks honey... for everything! u've reminded me how important our peers are in our life =) thanks for your well wishes and sms-es junsheng, ethan, fiona, tania, mel and LOADS MORE!! thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!

-Sunday-

ystday was my actually burf day and so my darling han planned everything.... but she had tution in the morning, so could only meet her after 12... but still i woke up quite early.... headed down to jurong west market to rent some DVDs and also popped by jurong east to get her something special... *u've been such a sweet pie so how can i not do something in return?*

So met her up @ jp and had lunch @ billy bomber.... there she popped another 3 presents on the table! i mean come on, being guys all, i muz confess that its very hard to show our emotions @ times but sheesh.... *i may sound girlish here...* my heart melted la!

a wallet

a box of chocolate

and

ANOTHER BOXER!

woooohoooo!

popped by my place after lunch to burn some time before heading over to the omni-theatre... so watched CONSTANTINE! quite a good show i muz say... still never fails to remind me how fragile is the balance between good and evil and how gracious and forgiving our Saviour is.... His Love never fails and in ur darkest time, have faith cos ur never too far nor too lost from Him =) AMEN!!

Next rushed down to jurong east and there i collected my little surprise for her....

come'on girls! say ur jealous! *smirks*

LOVE u so much babe =)

superman was good! but dun quite like the idea of watching a movie on a curved surface.... it some how distorts the picture and i was having a stiff neck @ the end of the show cos i was like looking up for 2hours and 40mins! sheesh! but complain i shall not! cos she seems to like it alot so its all worth it =)

went to je entertainment to burn sometime before sending her home.... really didn't wana part ystday nite... i really felt that i owed her alot.... and i mean ALOT.... but i juz can't put my message across.... how much i appreciate her and all..... =(

i Love u truck loads babe... (i really shouldn't be saying these 3 words so often man!)

thanks for everything and i mean EVERTHING u've done for me =)

as for now.... may angels tuck u nice and warmly to bed and watch over u.... sleep tight and i'll see you soon!

i so hate weekdays! ROAR!